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heyyooo
this is gonna probably be a really tired rambling thing,, idk
there's probably spelling mistakes or whatever but i just felt like writing to you? idk it's all the same stuff i sayall the time,, sometimes i think i come across as obsessive,, im not trying to do that, i just like talking to you and telling you how much i love you and all that cheesy stuff and i like talking to you and yeah.
okay it's currently 3:28 am i should be aslepe but im probably gonna pass out afterthis, idk

howd o you start a tired ramble? idk immajust wing it
hello my name is reese and i love leni
isthatagoodstartidkohwelltoolatenowbackspacesdon'texistindreamland
immmmmmmmmm yuk and i love sleeves
better? idkkkkkkkk
okayum, now that htat's outta the way,, i gottathink of more to say
im super proud of you? i'm not sure if it makes sense to say that but it's true and i'm proud of you and everything you do cause youre super awesome and everything you do is amazing and youre amazing and yeah
i also love you a lot,, if that wasn't obvious already? psh of course it wasn't this is a total surprise like wowie, me love you? shOcker
but yeah i love you a lot and i hope you're happy and i hope your life is happy and good and i hope youre okay and that everything works out and that you find someone who will love you unconditionally and help you with stuff and just be there for you and just make you as happy as you make me, idk
hmmmmmmm iloveyouawholelot and i never wanna,, lose you? idk, i just don't wanna stop talking to you ever cause you make me happy and i lvoe you and you make me enjoy life more and now im almost crying whyamilikethis,,
you justmkae me happier than i have ever been in my whole entire life and like,, idk,, you are my happy
you're my autumn,, you're my juliet (without all the dying and fighting please),, you're my life,, you're my day,, you're my happy,, you're my sunshine,, you're my angel,, you're my weirdo,, you're the light of my life,, idk you're just pretty much my everything
anythingyou can think of that is good?? that's you to me
hmmmmm
you're the first thing i think about when i wake up? idk it's weird, alsoisayidkalotwowie,,
but like you are,, and i wake up and talk to you first thing, before anyone else, and i hate when i fall back asleep after waking up the first time cause i just wanna talk to you because no matter what you say you're more important than sleep to me
hencewhy i am writing this at 3:38 am
wow it's been ten minutes already i gotta think faSTER
another two minutes have passed maybe im getting mroe tired
hmm
i love talking to you all the itme cause you actually make me feeel special an d like i am worth something and not just some blob taking up space anymore?
sorry crybreak
umm,, you make me feel like i actually belong now and that i have something to look forward to everyday and a reason to actually get up and do stuff and just be a personn again idk
i used to just act all happy in public and stuff, even online i would be all hyper and like everythingisfine but now i dont gotta act anymore cause it's genuine and you make me happier than ever and i just wanna thank you amillion times for that. you honestly mean so much to me you're like an actual angel
wow this is getting long
myneckiswetew
sorry random sleepy comments im not even like fully awake anymore hello
im just writing whatever pops into my head
3:45 am ummm,,
yeaho kay i love you supersuper much
i love our stupid conversations about tumblr-emo faces,, uwu
and about shipping deceased authors
and about random stuff like that, it's just really nice
oh,, i should probably tell you that i write about our days? not like,, long freaking descriptions though,, just like a paragraph or something every night about what we talk about
started not too long ago soi'mnotthatweirdidk
forgot to do it yesterday though,, whoopsies
i should probably sleep soon it's getting late wouldyouimaginethat
spacesareforchumps,,thisistheelitewaytotype
imma chump
it's like im talking to myself but im not im talking to you and only you and i love you with alllll my heart
i love you even more than bean,, gAsp
you make my heart hurt
not like an ouch hurt though,,
in like a,, i wish i could be there to just hug you and cuddle with you and hold your hand and go on road trips and sing along to crappy old songs or pop songs or like disney songs
or actually fall asleep together while watching movies, not just on the other side of a broken computer's screen while wathcing Moana.
idk i just wanna do lots of things and maybe some day but it makes my heart hurt that i cant do them right now,, like that youre not sleeping next to me and stuff,, idk is that too weird i feel like that's too weird im sorry
im just rambling now,, wowie this is really long i didn't mean this to be so long
it's 3:50 am now,, it's been over 20 minytes
thIS ISNT A BOOK YUK YOU CAN STOP NO W YOURE JUST EMBARRASSINGYOURSELF YOUSLEEPY BUTT
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so tired
sososleepy
but i still gotta tell you i loveyou !!!
never forget that, okay??
pleaseeeee?
nevver forget that i love you and that i always will no matter whattttt and that you're my everything and that i'll always be here for you no matter what happens and that you can always ramble to me causee god knows i do it to you too much and sometimes i feel like this gets annoying but you always tell me it doesnt' so i really hope it doesnt cause i know i do this a lot and here igoagain
olay i should really sleep
its' almost!!! 4!!! am!!!
isnt that when birds wake up??
tweet tweet
i could never be a bird honestly. more of a bat really
what sounds do bats make?
like,, scREECH
imma look it up brb
!!!! THEY MAKE LIKE CLICKY SOUNDS WHAT THATSSOCUTEIWANNABEABAT
but then if i was a bat i couldnt talk to you so nvm i take that backkk
i'm rambling nonsense right now but idk i just wanna feel like i'm spending the night with you or something, letting you in on my life and stuff,,
my cat is yelling outside my door
sometimes i meow back at her, Izzy not Bean, and she'll meow back and we'll have like a cat conversation for like minutes
it's super fun and entertaining.
you'reeeee super fun and entertaining too, just so youk now
i was watching youtube videos earlier like a 12 year old,, and one of them was like,, creepiest 911 phone calls or something
how do people become 911 operators and stuff??
i wouldnt be able to do that without freaking out for sure, or not knowing how to handle that and stay calm
i wonder how long you gotta go through training? is there 911 training?
"After you are hired you begin a 32-week intensive, hands-on training program: 12 weeks of classroom training including a 3-week P.O.S.T. Certified Basic Dispatch Academy followed by 20 weeks of on-the-job training."
oh man that's a lotta time spent
i could never do that even if i didnt freak out,,
you probably don't care about any of this stuff im blabbering about, i probably don't eithe rbut im sleepy so yeahhhh
this is why i need lullabysss
hmm
i kinda wanna be an animator,, idk
that would require me to be good at anatomy though , and everyoneknows that is not something im good at
am i even good at art though> probably not. i just doodle a lot
i doodle you a lot actually
wait no thats creepy
i doodle your avis
is that less creepy? probablyyyyyyy not
oh well
no backspaces in h e l l
idk what else to say
im probably annoying at this point
ill end it now before i further embarrassm yself,, i'll pribably send this in the morning idkkkkk
but yeah okay
goodnight,, i lovey ou so much
i hope youre sleeping well and haveing the best dreams someione could ever have in their whole entire life
and i hope you remember to wake up!!!!!!!! you better wake up or else il be all alone and probably cry more
and stay alive please <3333
okay ill really go now.
goodnightttt sleeevesssss
i loveeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuu
love,,
yuk <3