Notes

Not all relationship is perfect. Perfect relationship doesn't exist. It doesn't have to be perfect because it'll never be but it can be true. A true relationship where the both of them are honest and able to accept each other's flaws and qualities is really the best part of it. Everything takes time and same goes for a relationship. It needs time to build and strengthen one. Ultimately an unbreakable bond is all we seek for in a relationship but there's more to it. Before we even start talking about this bond there's a lot we should look for in a relationship too. We needed trust, faith and love to build this bond. But what was the important of all was understanding. Being understandable brings a lot of positive vibes in a relationship. It doesn't matter how much things has changed from the past, or how much things are not going the way you want because these times won't last. All it takes is just understanding to make things better.

If things got worse, take a step back and think it from another perspective or picture. Make yourselves be clear, go ahead and understand things and it'll be good. Have the courage, make the step to understand each other. Nothing is more proud than this.

Some things you said back there struck me bad. I realized that not all relationship work the same because we're constantly changing... we shouldn't compare the moment we're having now to what we had in the past. We don't have the right to compare because everything is different. What we look for in our significant other may be different. The environment may be different the conditions, timing or moment could be different. The things we want will not always be the same. You see, there are too many different conditions here and thats how the relationship should adapt to our needs. We are in charge of our own relationship we are the master of it. We chose how we want our relationship to run.

Decide our own relationship. Just be clear and tell ur significant other what u seek for. Develop the need to understanding. It's always about communication so talk it out, make yourselves clear to each other. It's all goes down to effort you see. A team effort between the two. Always making sure each of us feel loved in our own different and unique ways should be the priority and not a burden or a problem.

I honestly like all the moments I spent with you. There's so much more to you I can't seem to fully understand it all but I want to. You as a person excites me i guess lol. It's all quality times when it comes down to you. The best part about a relationship is remembering all the unforgettable moments which will make you laugh when u think of it. Reasons why i'll date u is because i kind of see something in u that others don't. I just like it when you are clear on everything and u're determined for it. I like it how u know how terrible u're in ur past and u're making effort to change as a person. But as u know past don't really matter, what it matters most is the present and future and i think u understand this too.

But yeah, being in a relationship will make u happier of course. It'll make u feel more appreciated for what ur lover has done for u. But, if it makes u stressful just by thinking about one then dont get into one. The moment may be off here, or the things around are off. But u have to know, what's gone will be gone... moments like this really is able to test how far you can go for a relationship.

It's also funny how people thought a relationship is just about showing and giving love to each other lol nope. It's more than that. It's all the little things that count. The sacrifices u made. The steps u took to make things better, or to understand it. The level of understanding here basically shows how far you'll go for a relationship. It's like when look back one day at this relationship you'll be amazed at urself at how u did things in it.


I don't judge people from the first sight. I'm only judgemental until the day I really really understand them. At first, I'm feeling curious and weird when I heard those words that Dion and Sheryl told me about you. I knew it can't be entirely true because they're clearly seeing things on the surface. They are judging you for the things you do based on your past. I don't like this, it's like they don't even care to see you from a new perspective where you're making efforts to change things like the friendship among y'all. After some thinking here and there I think that it's time to change things for the better. I believe that understanding is all you and they need, to sustain this friendship. I just want you all to talk it out and make yourselves clear to each other because it's bothering all of you and it kind of hurts me to see that. I cared for all of you so I'd just decided to do it on my own. Luckily it turns out well from what I've expected. I knew that our friendships will not be the same as before but one day, they'll come to their senses and realized what I did, was for the best of you all.

After understanding you as a person. It hurts me that you never actually get what you wanted. Things were left confused and none of you was making the right effort at the right time. It just bothers me.... Also, after some stalking that's done on your private insta acc I realized that how you were so insecure in the past with friendships and sometimes relationships. After these that happened, I realized that what you need was true friends who could share the burden of yours willingly. People judge you with limited understanding of you and they never seem to care what's really lying underneath that mask. I understand all of these and so, I just want you to feel appreciated. I just want you to feel things that you've never had the chance to feel.

Insecurities is something we all own. Just be honest with it and we'll figure ways to move past them for sure.

I know given how things are going on right now you probably don't feel like getting in one. With all these things bothering you. But, something just tells me that these things that are bothering you right now is not actually a big deal. It'll all get resolve or get better as time goes on but you're just unsure if you're able to handle the changes.

You're probably afraid now because you're scared that the things you do will change u as a person. Perspective of others people like ur friend will change too, but it'll definitely change for the good because u're growing up. You realized that things werent as simpler as back then. This is the moment where we have to consider the consequences for every move we take, its simply because we care for every one.

After all these that had happened, you're not even feeling yourself for sure. It's like you're lost in the moment where you don't know what to feel anymore. Things are falling apart from you and you don't exactly know what to do. But it's alright, everything will pass includingthe hard times you're dealing with now. Sometimes life doesn't go the way you want. People around you can make a difference and all they need to do is to take a step back from judging first and make the effort to understand you and things, from a bigger perspective.

I understand you a lot and that's why I'm persistent on loving you. You kind of gives me the feeling that none of the girls I know is able to. Something that makes you really special and I don't exactly know what it is. It can be those moments where you and I talked heart to heart, making efforts to understand each other... It just hits me right in the heart that I can't help but to love you more and more. I know I looked like the kind of people who give in to love too easily but I'm not. Deep down I know exactly what I want and right now I'm not thinking of anything else but you. I just want to be the person in your life where you can rely on, gives you unconditional love and understands you for everything you do. I just want to be here for you. Hell knows why I'm so in love with you. This is so unexpected and strange because it's the first time I felt this way. I just want you in my arms.

Not sure exactly how or when I'm so in love with you. I can't stop my feelings. I did learnt something along the way and it's the perspective of things. Perspective of one can matter so much. It matters so much that it'll leave an impact on ur life for what the person had done.

It takes me time to understand u but i'm glad I did. After what you've been through, i felt it's quite relatable and that you needed someone like this to appreciate u to understand u. Not wrongly accuse of everything u're going to do.

*I'm a man that can be satisfied easily. Small efforts mean a big thing for me.

Of course, it's still down to you at the end of the day and whatever it is, I'll respect your decision because you had your reasons and there's no way a relationship can work happily if it's being forced to.

Just know that whatever it is, i'll be with you. I'll make sure I'm here for you when you need me. I'll stay with you and make time for you in your toughest moment, so I know that you won't bear the burden alone because something inside me knows I'm able to make a difference. I'll be with you even if we're not in a rs. Just see me as the person who understands you really well and can do anything for you because I'm just scared that no one elses will. At the end of it, I just want you to feel happy, appreciated, loved and being cared of.