Notes

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Not all relationship is perfect. It doesn't exist. It doesn't have to be perfect because it'll never be but it can be true. A true relationship where the both of them are honest, and able to accept each other's flaws and qualities is really the best part of it. Everything takes time and same goes for a relationship. It needs time to build and strengthen one. Ultimately an unbreakable bond is all we seek for in a relationship but there's more to it. Before we even start talking about this bond there's a lot we should look for in a relationship too. We needed trust, faith and love to build this bond. But what was the important of all was understanding. Being understandable brings a lot of positive vibes in a relationship. It doesn't matter how much things has changed from the past, or how much things are not going the way you want because these times won't last. All it takes is just understanding to make things better.

If things got worse, take a step back and think it from another perspective or picture. Make yourselves be clear, go ahead and understand things and it'll be good. Have the courage, make the step to understand each other. Nothing is more proud than this.


I know given how things are going on right now you probably don't feel like getting in one. With all these things bothering you. But, something just tells me that these things that are bothering you right now is not actually a big deal. It'll all get resolve or get better as time goes on but you're just unsure if you're able to handle the changes.


I don't judge people from the first sight. I'm only judgemental until the day I really really understand them. At first, I'm feeling curious and weird when I heard those words that Dion and Sheryl told me about you. I knew it can't be entirely true because they're clearly seeing things on the surface. They are judging you for the things you do based on your past. I don't like this, it's like they don't even care to see you from a new perspective where you're making efforts to change things like the friendship among y'all. After some thinking here and there I think that it's time to change things for the better. I believe that understanding is all you and they need, to sustain this friendship. I just want you all to talk it out and make yourselves clear to each other because it's bothering all of you and it kind of hurts me to see that. I cared for all of you so I'd just decided to do it on my own. Luckily it turns out well from what I've expected. I knew that our friendships will not be the same as before but one day, they'll come to their senses and realized what I did, was for the best of you all.

After understanding you as a person. It hurts me that you never actually get what you wanted. Things were left confused and none of you was making the right effort at the right time. It just bothers me.... Also, after some stalking that's done on your private insta acc I realized that how you were so insecure in the past with friendships and sometimes, relationships. After these that happened, I realized that what you need was true friends who could share the burden of yours willingly. People judge you with limited understanding of you and they never seem to care what's really lying underneath that mask. I understand all of these and so, I just want you to feel appreciated. I just want you to feel things that you've never had the chance to feel.

After all these that had happened, you're not even feeling yourself for sure. It's like you're lost in the moment where you don't know what to feel anymore. Things are falling apart from you and you don't exactly know what to do. But it's alright, everything will pass including the hard times you're dealing with now. Sometimes life doesn't go the way you want. People around you can make a difference and all they need to do is to take a step back from judging first and make the effort to understand you and things, from a bigger perspective.

I understand you a lot and that's why I'm persistent on loving you. You kind of gives me the feeling that none of the girls I know is able to. Something that makes you really special and I don't exactly know what it is. It can be those moments where you and I talked heart to heart, making efforts to understand each other... It just hits me right in the heart that I can't help but to love you more and more. I know I looked like the kind of people who give in to love too easily but I'm not. Deep down I know exactly what I want and right now I'm not thinking of anything else but you. I just want to be the person in your life where you can rely on, gives you unconditional love and understands you for everything you do. I just want to be here for you. Hell knows why I'm so in love with you. This is so unexpected and strange because it's the first time I felt this way. I just want you in my arms.

I'm a man that can be satisfied easily.


Of course, it's still down to you at the end of the day and whatever it is, I'll respect your decision because you had your reasons and there's no way a relationship can work happily if it's being forced to.