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whoever read this essay, you're very welcome and free to read this! because in this essay, i'm about to write my story. as you read deeper, you'll exactly know about me. Hello! my name is lia smith, i'm 19 years old. i was born on october 22, 2011 and i was raised in quezon city, manila. everything changed since the pandemic era, I remembered when i was 10 years old. my mother told me to stay with my auntie, which she was currently living in ormoc city, leyte. i nodded and understood her, time went by as my grandparents, my cousin and i went to her place in margen. it was peaceful, and it has a refresing air not in quezon city, because when you go to the highway and see a lot of buildings, jeepneys, noises and horrible smell of smoke from the vehicles. my parents namely, clarity jones as my mother and leomard smith as my father. however, my dad left us since i was in my mother's uterus. she was desperate for comeback to him so i won't be experiencing a broken family. my dad ignores my mom, begging him to stay. mom found out that my dad has another woman. due to the depression, my mom plans to abort me but my dad stopped her from aborting me because according to him, the bible said that if a mother aborts an infant, it become a serious sin. since mom just know about it, she decided to not abort me and she decided to move on and focus in the future. now, my dad has another family. i also forgave my father of what he did because everything is past, and he is still learning to become a better version of himself. i am an only child and sometimes, i feel like i'm an older sister because i have a half sibling. he is my younger brother and he's an only child too! i saw him through video call and picture, he looks just my dad. i'm so excited to see him sooner! lastly, i'm a grade 8 high school student. i'm not a consistent honor student, but it's okay, at least i tried my best without being presurred myself and i studied in margen national high school. a school where i made friends from different barangay and also an enemy of course. enemy never disappears no matter where you are, obviously..

i am interested about listening to music, playing video games but i balanced my academic performance and my life too! i'd like being alone sometimes because peace makes me feel less stressful. my favorite color is black, it is my comfort zone whenever it's dark and especially when i was alone. i'm a picky eater, i don't like eating some of the vegetables and fruits. i like eating meats, and sweets but not too much meat foods and sweet foods because it may cause an overweight, of course. i'm not really into sports, i can play badminton but i don't prefer playing it because it makes me out of focus when playing badminton. i have tons of preferred music though, but i'll not mention all of them because it's too much i'll only mention 5 songs. my top 1 is "MYSB" by kira ft. OCDawgs, it reminds me of missing someone i admired for 1 month. The second one is "Multo" by Cup of Joe, "Multo" is not just about a person. it is the fact that rewinds about my missed opportunity like what if i take that test when i was a kinder so i can be a grade 1 student immediately and became a grade 9 student right mow? Third song is "Saksi ng Langit" by December Avenue, this song brings to mind that what if my dad gave my mom a second chance so we can be a complete and healthy family? The fourth song is "8 Letters" by Why Don't We. This tune relates me so much, 'cause I really want to confess the same person i admired for 1 month but I'm afraid that he'll reject my confession to him. Lastly is "Psychotrance " by Baby Jane, even though it was an underrated song but it was catchy for me and i feel like my frustration, and overwhelming thoughts keep replaying like a loop. Hop to the next interest, singer! I'm a huge fan of Baby Jane. Even though she is an underrated Russian singer, she is the most kindest artist I've ever known, she is friendly to all of her fans and she even liked my story when i post her photos. It makes me feel appreciated about her. That's all about my interest and favorites.