Notes

Taking it way back to 2015.. I met this guy named Joel.. We knew each other because his Mom and Dad are friends with my Mom and Dad.. When school ended him and I talked for about 5 months then things went down hill. After that we started talking again.. We shared great memories like going to put n bay, football games, chilling at his house watching tv while texting each other, leaving the house after dark to go on walks when i stayed at his house, and etc. I still remember our first kiss, our first hug, our first laugh together, our first smile together, and well I remember a lot of things.. So then 2016 school year started I got to call him mine and he got to call me his, then things slowly disappeared after 7 months.. We stopped communicating then a few months later we started talking again and we both fell deep for each other.. After the school year ended we stopped talking again.. then last month him and I started talking again then things changed a little but not a lot but we started to date then after that a few days ago I stayed at his house and we talked, laughed, hugged, smiled, and had fun then this time we stopped talking because stuff happened while I was at his house so then today I saw him at my neighbors and I started crying and my feelings didn't stop. Just something about him makes me love him. He's my everything and i'll never get over him. I hope he realizes I'll be here waiting for him and I'll never forget him.. <3