Notes

Have you ever felt feelings for someone you didn't want to have feelings for well I have that feeling right now and I don't why I don't want to have those kind of feelings for that person because year we already tried that and it did not work out at all then after all that happen it was a lot of fights with each other and not talking to each other for days or not texting and just dumb stuff like that. I really have no idea why I might feel like this its weird I don't want this but its his fault that's why I feel like this because you I don't know his just really sweet and nice and caring and loving and funny and just a really great person. And the really great thing is that he isn't like these other fuck boys nothing like those boys he doesn't want to see your body like that or just have his hands on you all the time and he would NEVER play with a girl just because his bored with whatever his doing that's a nice feelings to have that in the world there is not just fuck boys but there is really great guys out there you just have to look in the right areas. But I also I want to tell you but then I don't because that would be just weird for you and me but I think more for me then you I really want to tell you but I just cant I think it would be better for me and you I don't anyone getting hurt again because last year I was dumb as hell I did care what people think about me and who I date but now its a new year and I could care less what the fuck people think about me and what I do and say and how the fuck I act I don't care anyone talks shit on everyone and anyone it doesn't matter who you are all you little hoes talk shit and will never shut up I just want to get hurt and I don't want to hurt that person like I did last year I still feel bad about that im sorry I was dumb. But I think that Im going to keep to my self and my close friend I know I cant tell you.