Notes

My whole life I was told to hush, physically fine but emotionally broken up. keepin my head down never speaken up. until one day I received the son, that's when it all changed. switching the way my thoughts in my brain think. skipping over the rhymes I wanna speak so I can lay them down at jesus feet to deliver me. my thought train isn't the same, worried about the kids who are slitting their wrist and wanting to hang. you know it, but act like it isnt there, unfair! how can you not care. don't tell me you do, because if that's true stand up and make a difference. im speaking this for deliverance. I am a sinner but im changing not wanting to do this alone the world is mine for the taking. but don't point at me just point toward him because he has plans ive never seen thoughts ive never heard. all I know is that he has given me a word. face it I wasn't born to live a life basic. tried to run but my feet weren't fast enough, the voice of God kept catching up. snatched me up, emotionally mended up physically fine not ever hushed now listen up!

My whole life I was runner up, physically fine but emotionally broken up. waitng for the day ill start talking to people and end it all blowing up, dark times in my past im not proud of. so I sit back relax and cloud it up, grab a bottle, interact with the crowd that I have up. till im throwing up. ready to end it all but not strong enough. cops show up, sitting in the chair cheering up, until that day I was stuffed and cuffed. my life blew up. it all changed, my life ran down hill,