Notes

After so many days of confusion and procrastination, I finally decided to write. I thought I should first start writing about the, dark matter which covers up the periphery of my brain.




The art of survivalism.
So, Do you think it's easy to survive in this chaos surrounded with people who constantly have high hopes, unnecessary expetcation, undivided attention for you, whose chutzpah are visible enough, whose love embrace you till their need is fulfilled and whose avaraciousness is growing day-to-day? Do you think it's so fair to fail a countless times, to get rejected, to get isolated, to get ignored, to get embarrassed, to get abused, to get negative vibes, to live in sarcasm and get numberless witty lethargic replys? Do you think it's okay to make unnecessary adjustments and commitments for someone's satisfaction? How often do you change yourself for the sake of others? Or should I be asking this bluntly like, have you ever stood for yourself?
Actually, this world isn't full of craps. To be intact, the world is with beautiful souls whose priorities are crapped. This world is a beautiful place in which you are struggling to make a point and struggle to survive all the odds. This world is so beautiful since it always has opprutunities waiting in a very long queue to approach us, but with ruthless limitations and high expectations. You are not born perfect, as like everyone, but you end up getting on that train where you are trained and forced to act perfect. Huh! Some force themselves too to act prefect, that's a different story, I don't want to get into that now. Yeah, like a slave you act, as per the master in the train says and you yourself screw your life. Listen, standing for oneself, drawing a line and being brutally honest is what a person needs to be in this world. You can't put everyone's life ahead of yours and count it as love, care, dignity, social grace, family, life or sacrifice. This means, You are permitting them to treat you like crap. For this, You should blame yourself and not others. You need to motivate and inspire yourself in every possible situation. You need not jump to the conclusion or run away from situations. Having a stable mind and stable life is what you need. Just know, at the end, it's you. Just you, Only you and it always be you. All your success, your failure, your sorrow and your happiness is permanent for you and only for you. It's absolutely temporary for others. So don't back out and don't let others over power you. Try realising the potentiality of yurs accordingly and act wise. Trust me, You are enough blessed to be happy! 🤗🤗✌
Love,
Ashwini.