Notes

Sweetheart,

I wanted to write you a love letter. I know it’s a little silly but I thought I’d try anyway and then you told me that's all you want as your birthday gift. It’s just that I feel so much when I’m with you that I try to put it in words, so that you know how I feel about you.
I can't see you right now but I can picture how you are. I see you playing with your hair in a way that only you can, the way you smile and how you look right before you laugh. My life is beautiful because of you my love my lady love. You showed me the meaning of love not with your words but with your care. I know your shy nature (i hate it sometimes) doesn’t let you open up to me properly, but your eyes speak up the love you have for me. Most of all I love the fact that we both know instantly when something is wrong with the other person. (PS - I am sorry I can't let you be by yourself , when I know something is bothering you, I know its irritating but I just can't )
Sometimes we irritate each other a little bit(mostly I do). Maybe sometimes take each other for granted.(again mostly me). But once in awhile, like today, I realise how lucky I am to share my life with the greatest woman I ever met. You influence me for the better. You’re the object of my desire, the #1 Earthly reason for my existence.
So I found this.....
"I already love in you your beauty, but I am only beginning to love in you that which is eternal and ever previous – your heat, your soul. Beauty one could get to know and fall in love with in one hour and cease to love it as speedily; but the soul one must learn to know. Believe me, nothing on earth is given without labour, even love, the most beautiful and natural of feelings."
--Leo Tolstoy to Valeria Arsenev (November, 1856):
You have asked me multiple times for a list of reasons why I love you and I have never done it. So I am giving it a try but it can never be summed up in a list. Here goes (in no particular order) ..
I love you because
1. I can tell you anything and I know you will understand
2. You are gorgeous, beautiful, sexy, stunning, captivating, charming, enchanting, just irresistible
3. You accept the crazy person I am
4. You are the kindest person I know (But I hateeeee to see you cry)
5. Without realizing it, you make me want to do more for you than I have ever wanted to do for anyone
6. The fact that you have two stomachs.... :P
7. No matter how others see me, you make me feel special.
8. You treat our families with utmost respect.
9. How small things matter to you and move you.
10. The way you kiss me
11. Sarcasm :P
12. How I feel when we make out a little behind our cupboard door...
13. How forgiving you are (remember this :P)
14. How surprisingly understanding you are
15. Your dancing;D
16. All those late night texting before our roka... that will always be special
17. How you kissed me first
18. I know I can trust you with anything in the whole world.
19. You watch whatever I like on TV.
20. You’re just cute
21. And of course the mind blowing and earth shattering sex that we have, they have multiplied my love for you many fold. :P

Some parts of the letter are plagiarised, but everything that's written is heartfelt. Also after writing this, I feel we should make this a ritual, gifts are overrated :P
Please believe me when I say I love you. Happy Birthday Annuuuuuuuuuuu. Also if by now you don't have a single tear in your eye, I am going to kill you.

Love,
Varun