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Actually I forgot what to say,ıt's been a long time...
I'm just kidding.Okay I'm starting...

Emma you know my english is not good enough but even so I'm tried to communicate from the beginning.But you're never help to me and only block me everytime-everywhere so I've embarrased situation many times.Actually It's not so important but I wonder.Why do you do that ? What are you worried about ? Because I really really don't understand it.

Look you're ignore one thing Emma.I didn't serch like "Emma Marie's phone number/Heather D......'s phone number".I just searched your full names for find another contact like personal twitter or facebook accounts(Because before that I tried other alternatives like youtube,musical.ly,ınstagram.Actually I don't use much social media,I opened this accounts just for contact with you guys but I couldn't)

I mean I'didnt expect see your phone numbers or thing like that on the internet.But I saw by chance.Actually to be honest I'm happy about it Emma.Because you know I don't live in there.And I can't meet you guys face to face (It's a small world I hope it will happens one day)

So It's a good opportunity for me.I mean meet you guys even if just on the phone.Then I called and sent text to this numbers.Actually I didn't expect reach you.Becouse ıt seemed Heather's.But I only reached you.
And then as I said you only scolded me and blocked.I certainly didn't expect that reaction.I thought you guys will happy about it.But I guess I was completely wrong.All I've done worried you guys.I certainly didn't want it trust me.

That's why I keep saying "I must explain myself,all I want solve this misunderstanding" because this situation so annoying for me(of course for you too I know that).So I tried hard to contact with you.But you know you're only block me again and again,or said angrily "What !?" "What do you want !?" and of course suddenly block again :) And it happened,we never communicate correctly.

But finally I guess I explained myself.I hope you understand all.

Anyways I want to ask something.If you guys accept this I want to send a letter and gift to each of you(at your convenience).
Could you please talk to Heather about it.Look I really loved you guys.When I watching you I feel part of this and I felt close.I know thats interesting but it is(Maybe I'm little bit an emotional person or like that I'dont know).

And all I want send text message to you guys only special days like "happy new year" or "happy birthday" Not more than..
That's enough makes me happy.I hope you understand it...

My phone number is "+90 531-620-8183" and probably you're blocked this.
Could you please remove it.And please inform me about that.Because ıf you accept,I will text you guys on this number in the future.Anyway If I do something wrong you can easily block me again.

And Elizabeth... please tell her I love him too.She's a good girl and really patient lol.Actually his one words broked me a little but it doesn't matter.

Anyways if I hurt you guys I'm so sorry for that Emma.But I'm not who you think I am.All I wanted fix this annoying situation from the beginning.Just think... You're love some people.When you watch them you're enjoy with them,feel part of their and feel close.But they almost hate you.It sucks emma believe me...

And you know what.Your channel is so useful for my english.

One more thing... Emma please talk to Heather about all of them.I watched that video and I suppose she spoke of me.Then I was even more upset for all the happenings.

I hope u see this message and reply...

Kendine iyi bak... (I guess you don't know meaning that words ;)