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i have some words, words from my heart not the words from my brAin that tell me to get smart not the words that say im okay when really i wish to fade away not the words that tell me to get lost even tho with this consicence there is no cost you want me to tell you what i listen to what goes in one ear and gets trapped in my brain .... the words from him the words from her the ones that make me cry the ones that make me want to break down and DIE these , these right here are the words the ones that tell me im ugly im to skinny "wow" she said "does she even eat" ''someone needs to by that skeleton a big mac or maybe 8'' these yes these are the words that stick with me not the ones that say ''wow'' what a pretty girl ''i wish i could be her size'' ''omgoodness she has so many friends'' no nope just no i listen to the negative the hateful hurtful words of this tragic world yet none takes the time out of their day to ask are you okay no , no im not i hate me yes i said i HATE ME no one can get mad no one would have to look at me in disguist and talk trash because that girl who shouldve ate a big mac would be far away and i promise she would not look back ....