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But growing up, that was not really my title
A dead soul who was screaming for revival
A young girl who became suicidal
I felt the hits and the kicks sent from my mama
Probably the reason why I suffer from anxiety she always told me
I was never in the form of perfection
So I became the best example of neglection
she called me names from fat bitch to ugly whore
To other shit I won't say, it's that bad she always told me to kill myself then say sorry but mama its not ok anymore then go back to Call me a slut and say no man would ever want me
comimg home to her blowing up in my face
Always on some other shit, damn here we go agin I am wishing it would end
And it didn't, it never did, was always something
Every time I felt good, she would remind me I was nothing
Every time I was down she couldn't help herselves but kick me
It tore me apart, took all the fight I had left in me
I had enough, I was so fucking done
I couldn't face all the drama so I decided to run
But you can't run forever, eventually you'll get tired
So I just stared at the rope, wishing my life would expire
I mean fuck it, I am really nothing mama like said
Then nobody would stop me from taking that rope and jumping
So I took it, tied it around my neck and proceeded to jump
When my lil sister bust in the door, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say
I saw the tears in her eyes, I felt the pain go away
How could I be so selfish, how could I think I am nothing?
When the person who looks up to me the most thought I was something
Now I pray, pray for the people who never saw the light
Pray for the people who still cry at night
And those people will think of my words like protection
Think of them as the light when you fight depression
Cos I know what it's like, I been there before
But for every close room, theirs a open a door
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