Notes

Dear Hubdhaka,
Thank you for providing such good productive experience in the last few years and during that time Hubdhaka was the place where I could work happily. I remember Hubdhaka used to give membership to polite and gentlemen who does not stick their nose on other people's business and family matters but i guess that time has passed now. If Hubdhaka is giving membership to wannabe and learners, sooner or later they would start chasing professionals hoping they can copy what others are doing and this may drive professionals away.
Thank you for everything, I am leaving Hub-Dhaka and do not plan to come back.

Dear co-workers,
Thank you for everything and forgive me if I could not be a friend to some of you. Many of you wondered why I don't talk much, because I wanted to avoid arguments and afraid I might say something inappropriate but I wish i had more time to spend on friendly chats. But I never intended to make friend or partner in Hubdhaka because I don't want anyone to swim close to a drawing man. I have a very complicated life unlike many of you guys. Many of you wondered why do I work all the time staring at screen and thought maybe I'm greedy, money can't buy life but sometimes life comes down to a point when money is everything we care about. I have been working 10 years now but never spent more than 20% of my income for myself and still did not save anything for myself. Some of you asked why I don't get married, I said I need to get rich but the truth is I am afraid to bring another person like me in this world of misery specially with soft compassionate personality and I probably never will.
When everyone enjoy the act of one or two wicked man and choose to encourage or remain silent, I loose faith about the righteousness of men.
Thank you all for being a little part of my life and I wish you all happiness and prosperity.

Dear co-worker x,
You said you would make me leave hub dhaka, and called me names many times and I tolerated and tried to make peace with you but still that didn't make you happy. You went further digging in about my family issues and somehow managed to bring forward the matter of my father's imprisonment. And you went further on to keep telling others at Hubdhaka premises that my father was truly guilty of murder as if you were present at the crime scene. It was his conspiring colleagues (who shares same mindset as yours) who framed him with false testimony. I know my father he is soft like me and does not have the courage to kill anyone. Purely he was an escape goat and government wanted to show justice to the public anyways. Ten years ago he was discharged from the force when I was 20 doing college education and since then I am working hard to hold everything together on my shoulder.
So you see when the government smashed us wrongfully and I am still not broken, this wicked act of yours is nothing to me. But I am leaving Hubdhaka because many people wouldn't look at me the same way they did before.
Don't think making me leave would be the end of me struggling to fight life.
I could fight you but that would make things worse and I prefer to fight life rather than mean people like you.
Yes I'm busy all the time Because my 60 year old father is waiting for me in prison to provide money so he can buy eggs that cost 60tk per piece at prison which your father can buy himself for only 7tk. And I need to spend 300tk to send him a medication which your father can buy for 25tk. I have to raise a twelve year old sibling and take care of another but that wouldn't make any sense to you because you never known responsibility. As you can see you have nothing to loose while I have everything to loose. All you are angry about is I didn't give you enough time to teach you or help you learn technical things. But didn't I answer some of your questions out of generosity while I had no obligation to you? I wonder what did I do to provoke so much hatred? Couldn't you just ignore me knowing all this about me as If i don't exist? I think it's not what I did but it's about who you are. A man like you can do so many things in this country to support his family yet you failed at everything else and I'm doing everything I can to support my family and that is why my presence in front of you is an insult and a sign of your disability. If you wonder how an evil man looks like, go look into mirrors.

Dear co-worker y,
You may not be reading this but I hope this message finds you well.
After i down graded my membership you figured my opinion wouldn't weight the same as yours and you called me names and I thought maybe I did Some thing wrong. Then I gave you the opportunity to send anonymous comments about what should I do to improve myself. But you did not respond at all which clearly indicates you don't care to improve me but you want to get the pleasure of tormenting me with bad words.
You may not have courage to commit violence but still you are wicked person.
You mocked that 'I like articles of scientific discovery and explorations on Facebook while my father is in prison'. Yes I may be from a misfortune ate family but I dream about a better future world where all these fight, hatred and scarcity for resources will be no more and all our needs would be solved with Technology and hopefully wicked people like you would find their way back to the path of righteousness. So each news of new discovery gives me hope about humanity which people like you would not realise.
You mocked why am I co-working if I have to remain silent?
I am co-working because I need an office environment where everyone is working hard that inspires me and it worked good for me in last few years.
You maybe here looking for people and exploit their situation and get them to do your work for cheapest possible rate.