Notes

First of all this is not a emotional letter or anything to blame you.i know fault is in my side.i was wrong everytime.
Today is the 4th day we are not in contact.nink ingne jeevikan pattunindel athu anne nallathe.you can live very happily, without being caged by anyone.you can do anything as you like without any fear.
Eee new year ni adiyam oru gift thannu,epol Valentine's dayk aduth theran povua anne. Enni 2-3 days wait cheyum,athil ullil nink contact cheyan thonnilel,nink venda enn vicharikum.ithreyum divsam nink mindande nilkam engl angotum nink pattum without a disturbance from my side.
I started regretting thinking about this relation.i shouldnt have come to bangalore to meet you 3 years before. If i wont have come,your life would have been much joyfull and happy.you would have enjoyed your college very much,you would have freedom to do anything which you like. Moreover you would have got a boy of your kind.
.As your father said,its difficult to live with samshyarogi. Ninte achn parayunne ellam sheri anne.
Nink orma indo enn aryilla, ni ente amma ne adiyam kande samsayam,amma ninnode oru kariyam mathram anne paranje,avane kurachu vaashi adikam anne, ellam arinjit mathi ee relation enn.
Ithreyum kaalam a vaashi oke njn matti vechit indel athu nink vendi a,ninnode ENTHO ulle kond anne.
Oru boyfrnd otum istapedathe kariyam ayrnu ni cheythe "vere oruthante peril kaal murichathe,a oruthane distance keep cheyan pande paranjit ind", enitum njn ninte koode ninnu.annu ni parayathe enthe enn chodichapol ninte achn paranje njn open allathe kond avum ni parayathe enn.athum enthe kootam ayyi.
Ninnode enni k hostel ponda enn parayumbol,ni adiyam samathichrnnu .eni povulla enn.pakshe kurachu kayinjapol anne ni athine rebel ayyi thudangiye.nink apol athu enne anusarikunne polle allae ,athu istam allallo.ni nallonam vellam adikan thudangiye athu kaaranam anne enn enik manasil ayyi.
Enik athine prashaanm onnumilla. Pakshe oru advice ind..enni vere enthlum relation indavua annel.try to keep priorities.athu oru nallae relation indakan sahayikum.
Kooree parayan indarnnu..onnum ezhuthan pattunilla.
Pinnae you can cheat me,you can do things i dont like,you can go anywhere u like ,but show some guts to say that to me.if you are hiding doesnt mean your victory.it means your relationship failure because you don't like him or you don't want him to know what you did.

Be happy ,and live your life as you want,be a good smart girl, nobody gonna keep you away from your so called best friends.
Pinnae njn illel ninte achn nallae chekan ne kandu pidichu therum(last time samsarichapol paranje anne..njn illel vere oru chekane kand pidikanam,epol
chodikunne frnds nde oke venda enn paranju,,enni ithu illel avarode oke kand pidikan parayanam a oru buddimutt indavum enn ninte achan paranje) .illel ninkum istampolle nallae chekane kittum.
Pinnae ee relation illathe ayal ninte achn santhoshamme indavuu.
Only regret i have is,i tried my best to convince my friends and family.athu epol maari thudangi.

Oru request ind..nirthuva annel paranjit nirthanam oru maniyathe purathe.3 kollam orumich indaye allae..
Ellavrodum parayar ulle thanne anne ninode parayan ulle "ENNE VENDATHE AVARE ENIKUM VENDA ENN"

Be happy, Bye

Abhi