teekhay jithna bolsaktha hu uthna tho bol dhiya abhi bhi thujhe lagraha hay ki mai cheater hu tho mai kuch nahi karsaktha hu usdhin agar jo hua woh sach meh thujhe bathadhiya tho thujhe hii problem hoga bolkeh abhithak nahi bathaya haa usdhin keh pehle jabh thune call kiya aur bola ki mera parents ko convince karo usdhin maineh thumhara pappa ko call kiya? yaadh hai? usdhin thumhara pappa neh mujhe mana kiya aur kaha ki ham dhono ka age difference hay, color difference hay, size difference hay bakhi tho mera family nahi manegi bolkeh mujhe manakiya ussdhin jab thumhara pappa aisa kaha ki color, age, size thab thu mereh side nahi thaa aur mujhe kuch bolneh keliye bhi koyi nahi thaa jo usdhin thak bola ki mera family aisa nahi kahegi bolkeh aj uski family hii aisi baath karraha hai aur mai thujhe bhi bol nahi paaya aur uthneh meh hi thera pappa aur mummy police station ko gaya aur blackmail kiya ki ek aur baar agar maine thujshe baath kiya ya chod nahi dhiya tho thumhara mummy suicide karkeh mera naam likhegi bolkeh aur thuneh thab hi kaha ki "vinay mera mummy se baath karle she is like your mom she will understand" aur thumhara pappa neh bathaadhiya ki mereh upar police case file karke saare call recordings rakh ke bola ki police case karke mujhe jail meh dalwake mera career spoil karega aur uncle ne kaha ki unka political power hay aur usse mera family ko bhi kuch karunga agar thujhe nahi choda tho, bassss aur bahuth kuch aisa hi hua aur maineh ithna tension meh thaa aur upar seh pressure patha hay nah mera pressure se kuch problem hay health ka bass wo firseh hogaya mujhe na usdhin ek hi bath puchna tha ki thune bhi promise kiya ki kabhi nahi chodega aur family seh bath karne ka time meh bilkul nahi bolke, par jabh maineh ithna pressure meh tha aur blackmail horaha tha kaha gaya thu? thera pyaar bhi fake tha kya? fir mujhe jab marneh ka uthna tension horaha thaa kaha gaya thu? aur jis dhin rath ko call karke maine kaha ki riya bass thumhe use karne keliye i want to marry you bola bolke aur bola ki good bye usdhin morning thumhara pappa ne mujhe call karke aisa nahi bolatho mera career destroy karega bolkeh daraaya tho hi bola par socha ki ithna tho samajlegi thu ki mai uthna selfish nahi hu aur chodne keliye hi pyaar kiyatho pehle hi chodtha tha par nahi choda tho thumhare sath mera life chahiyeh tha hi thonah chodne ka mouka chodke thumhe shadhi ka proposal kiya. Aur sun thumhara family ithna pressure lagaya tho bhi maineh kuch kyu nahi bola patha hay, mujhe confidence tha thumhare upar ki thu move on nahi karegi aur kisi aur se pyaar tho chod hi dhe jithna mujhe kiya mujhe uss seh patha hay ki thu mujhe zindagi meh boolnahi payegi, agar wo sach hay tho yeh suno i loved you even more than you bass mujhe express karna nahi aaya and aaj bhi mera situation kithna bhi gandha ho health hone dhe, kuch bhi honedhe kaisa bhi ho bass thumhe miss karke thumhara tension leraha hu thumhareh upar #SheIsLove #SheIsLife bolkeh quotes ka books likraha hu, hamesha thumhara profile ko hi dhekhraha hu pehleh msgs bhi hotha tha inkeh ssath saath abh thumhara gussa aur hatred. Mai usdhin waisa thujhe nahi bolatho kya hoga bathaao? thumhara pappa shayad mujhe aur darayega aur mera career spoil ya kuch bhi bass usseh mera life nahi hamara future effect hoga bolkeh usdhin choddhiya agar nahi choda tho mai mera parents ko convince karke, acha se padke bahooth acha marks leke bahooth acha job lekeh fir sabko convince karkeh shadhi bass thab tho mujhe second option acha laga shayad thab keliyeh chod dhiya par future meh tho ayega hi ayega sochkeh chod dhiya. Thu hamesha puchthi thi na ki mai kyu thumhe pyaar kartha hu ? Mai nah bachpan meh mera grandma ke saath hotha tha tho mujhe mummy pappa bhi hay bolkeh patha nahi hay, uskeh badh jab mummy pappa keh paas aya hu thab tho mera grandma seh le aya bolkeh mera parents ke upar gussa hua pyaar ke place me aur bass badne meh samaj tho aya parents mummy daddy hay bolkeh par pyaar tho nahi hua abhithak mummy pappa seh uthna close usliyeh hi nahi hu aajthak aur bhayya seh tho bilkul nahi usliyeh family seh jyadha bath nahi kartha tha par jisdhin thumhe dhekha aur bath karna shuru kiya usdhin life ka first love, the best love hua sabko mummy pappa first love hotha hay par mujhe thu hua haa thu mera first and last love hay abh nahi mera zindagi keliyeh yeh fix hokeh hi mera family seh fight karke ya kuch bhi karkeh convince karega mera first love keliye sochkeh thumhe shadhi ka propose kiya, engagement tho usidhin hogaya hamara jisdhin ring pehnaya kyuki usdhin thumko mereh upar confidence tha parr abh confidence nahi hay kyuki shayad mera parents accept nahi karega bolkeh. Ha riya mujhe bhi yeh hii lagtha tha aur jabh pehle mere mummy seh baath kiya wo maana nahi kyuki mera family kya sochegi bolke par jabh mera family sabse bath kiya aur sab maanliya thumhara photo dhekhkeh ithna kush hogayi mera mummy aur boli ki ise na math chodo bolke, thumhare waja se mera parents se bhi pyaar hogaya par thujhe yeh baath bolne keliye thu nahi hay firseh darr laga ki shayad thera pappa ko patha chala tho mujhe warning dhega. us dhin jabh thumhare pappa mujhe warning dhiyaa maine uncle ko thumhare upar pyaar dhekha, uncle ne kaha ki mera beti ko gaali dhedho par kuch bhi karkeh wo thumhe booljana chahiyeh aisa bola uncle par uncle ko apna beti ki life happy rehna chahiyeh aur dar laga ki mujhe leke thu wait kiyatho mera parents accept nahi kiyatho thumhara kya hoga bolkeh usdhin usliyeh maine choddhiya ki badh meh jab mera parents se baath karvayega thab uncle hi believe karega bolke aur shayad mai nahi hay tho kya thab keliyeh, unclue bahooth secure se dhekhlega bolke confidence aya hay. Riya aaj mera parents accepted hay aur 6months meh mera job bhi ajayega yeh good news thumhe bathane keliye call karneh ko pucha par thum tho shayad muje boolgaya hoga ya patha nahi kuch aur problem hay, riya har dhin jab doctor ke paas jatha hay nah wo boltha hay ki tension math lo par tension tho gaya mera parents ok nahi bolega wala kyuki maine dargaya bass par mera parents tho easy seh hi maanliya jabh maine 2nd time bola unlog ko par abh tension kya hua patha hay shayad agar mai thumhe aur nahi chahiyeh tho? haa riya shayad har ladka kutha ka jaisa hay har ladki ko line marne wale par maineh na aajthak kabhi kisi aur ladki se flirt bhi nahi kiya bass thum yaadh atheho kisi ladki ne message kiyatho bhi, aajthak hamara so called breakup ke baadh 4 baar aya hu lake meh jaha pe gifts dhiya wahi peh jaake subeh seh shyam thak bait tha thaa aur wait kartha thaa ki kabhi na kabhi thu atha hay bolke par kabhi nahi aya aur maitho wait karthe hi raha tha, aaj jab sab kuch set hogaya thjhe msg karke bola ki call karo par ithna gussa kyu ? usdhin chod dhiya bolke ? agar nahi choda tho hamara future nahi hotha tha, yaa thumhara family mujhe hate karrahi hay bolkeh thu bhi mujhe hate karraha hay ? Remember ek ladki mujhe msg kiya ki "jaanu am with you, your bou is with you, ill keep waiting come back fastly" bolatha uske upar confidence seh hi tho gaya aaj thera hi support nahi hay tho thumhara family ka kya support hoga ? Mai cheater nikalgaya bolke usdhin jabh thumne kaha mai kithna bhi hurt hu bass jabh prove karega thab dhikhaunga bolke silent tha aaj mai cheater nahi hu bolke prove karraha hu, par thu kyu choddhiya mujhe cheat karke abh. Mujhe aur jyadha kuch nahi kehna hay bass yeh hi hay ki mai ek aur saal me 21 hoga, september 4th 2019 meh aur mujhe agar court marriage ya engagement ya kuch bhi chahiyeh thumhara security keliye tho bhi september 5th ko hi karne keliyeh ready hu, agar thumhe abhi bhi insecure hay tho maineh tho jo karna hay wo sab karliya agar kuch aur chahiye tho bhi bathaaana mai karneh keliyeh ready hu but please aisa mujseh baath karna bandh math karo marneh ka mann horaha hay, mai mera dil thujhe dhedhiya aur mai there bina reh nahi paunga. agar mai yeh bath 8months bath nahi karneh keh badh bhi bolraha hu aur thumhe hi chahraha hu aur thumhare liye jo karsaktha hu wo sab karliya iss time meh, bass mai tho jo mai karna hay thumhara parents ko convince karne me mai wo karne keliye ready hu agar mai margaya tho hii thumhara parents maan lega yaa mai margaya tho hii thu maan lega tho bhi marne ko bhi ready hu agar mere upar police case ya kuch bhi karke maardalna hay tho bhi teekhay mai marne keliye ready hu, jithna thumhara pyaar tha uskeh samneh mera life kuch nahi hay chahiyeh tho mera death bhi gift dhunga. Mera chest ke upar jaisa maine promiss kiya thumhara naam ka tattoo banadhiya kisi aur ko tho shadhi karkeh nahi rehsaktha hu wo tatto hay tho bass thu hi chaiyeh aur mera side seh jo bhi promiss hay wo maineh karliya, agar thu ready hay mere sath reality face karne keliyeh? jaisa thuneh kaha ki thumhara family ko convince karneh meh help hoga aur thu dhekhlega bass thumhara support chahiyeh aur woh next year septembr seh pehleh karne keliyeh bhi mai ready hu, mera birthday ke dhin agar thu aur thumhara faamily mera garr aakeh mera parents seh baath karna jo bhi hay wo bhi karliya tho aur bhi happy basss mujhe math chodo riya! pls i beg you because i cant live without you, yaadh hay jabh mai bola ki marjayega ya kisi aur ladki ke saath shaadhi hoga mai wo dhono ko escape karkeh aaj thereliyeh fight karkeh success hua hu bass thumhara parents ka confidence jeethna jyaadha hard nahi hay thera support hay tho aur agar jabh mai bola ki marjayega ya kisi aur ladki ke saath shaadhi hoga thab bhi thu mujhe nahi choda aur kithna convince kiya mujhe thu thab aur kithna pyaar kiyatha tha mai bhi abh wohi situation meh hu shayad thujhe usdhin chodhdiya tho galath hotha tha aur abh thu mujhe choddhiya tho galath hoga shayad mai hi nahi hoga uskeh baadh haa agar mere bina thujhe kisi aur seh dhekhna hoga tho next minute mai marjaunga, pls samajlo mereko aur hamara pyaar ko. bahooth dark hogaya zindagi bass har dhin hospital, quotes, sleep aur kuch nahi bass zinda hu par andhar tho kabhi margaya abh thora rehna ka try karraha hu mujhe math maardalo pls, i want you so much because you were mine and you always will be . Miss you so much, aur agar thujhe yeh sabh okay hay tho yeh math socho ki thu thmhara parents ko cheat karna hoga agar mujhe firseh pyaar kiyatho bass unlog ka insecurity seh baahar lekeaneh ko mai hu bass thu mujhe support karo sab kuch mai dhekhlunga! Yeh sabh teek hay aur agar thu ready hay mere sath life keliye fight karne keliye tho thujhe patha hay na kounsa dress me mujhe bahooth acha lagthi ho thum uss dress me thumhara fb ka dp dhena aur caption meh my favourite bolkeh likhna mai samajlunga, agar thujhe mujhko pyaar karna nahi hay tho ek hi bath bolsaktha hu riya agar thu ready hay fight karneh keliyeh tho thumhara gar meh aakeh thumhara family ko convince karunga agar nahi ready hay tho bhi jis dhin mere paas job hoga usdhin mai aaunga thumhare gar peh par jabh thumhara pyaar nahi dhekhpayega nah wohi mera last day hoga, i mean it because i only can love you forever and im mad about it, ek baar yaadh karo hamara sab promises jo maineh kiya wo tho fulfil karraha hu par thera promises kaha gaya? yaadh karo acha seh. aajthak thera number, photos kuch nahi delete karpaya tho thumhe kya booljayega is zindagi meh shayad margaya tho bhi nahi booljaunga,aaj bhi kal seh wait kiya thumhara call keliye aur hamara pics dhekhtheh dhektheh mera phone ka dp, lock sab hamara pics hi hay aur waisa hi dhekhtheh dhektha wait karthe karthe exam bhi nahi dhiya backlog bhi lagega bass aisa hii dhekhthe dhekhthe rehjaunga zindagi bar atak ke par thumhe pyaar karna kabhi nahi stop hoga. Agar kuch kiyatho hi believe karega tho bolo kuch bhi karunga even marjaana par silent math raho and i need you the most in this darkest phase of my life, aisa akela math chodo aur promise math break karo, reh nahi paunga. Yaadh rakho dp change karna agar sab teek hay tho, shayad aaj nahi kisi dhin bhi lagega na ki shayad isneh tho sach meh bahooth pyaar kiya bolke usdhin bhi karlo ill keep waiting par agar kabhi nahi hua ya thu muje chordhiya tho i will be no more on this earth. take care of your health, khana time ko khana aur hamesha chicken nahi, college acheseh jaana aur exams aaraha hay nah good luck, mujhe patha hay thu acha seh hi exams dhega bolkeh, bye. jyaadha late math karna shayad mai zindha nahi hoga usdhin thak.
