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Helen is talking about how she complained about and insulted my game for 2 hours. Made the entire thing unpleasant for everyone. Turned around and said she didn't mean any of it. I had to call the session half way through.
She's like done this before but on a lesser scale
Swush - 03/17/2017
o jeez
she told me she didn't mean to do any of it and didn't realize she was upsetting ppl >~> what happened D:
TheTeddyBear - 03/17/2017
I just told you what happened.
Swush - 03/17/2017
oh I thought you'd add some more to it but that's all u wanted to say ? That's oky. See she told me she's been accidently being super rude to people and didn't realize, and now she's apologizing for it
TheTeddyBear - 03/17/2017
she did this a few weeks ago, said sorry, and now she's done it again but worse. Like she didn't learn anything from it.
Swush - 03/17/2017
o goodness >~<
TheTeddyBear - 03/17/2017
like last time the session didn't need to be called, but I had to have like a 3 hour chat with her.
Swush - 03/17/2017
listen, I wasn't there, and I'm afraid to say something that isn't true, so I think you two should talk about this urselfs D: I dunno what to say >~>
is that okay ?
I'm just scared I'm gonna fuck up things with helen or you. So I'll just let u two work it out and here what you have to say afterwards
why's drama always dramaing
bleh it's scary and tiring
drama happens too much aaa
TheTeddyBear - 03/17/2017
"she did this a few weeks ago, said sorry, and now she's done it again but worse. Like she didn't learn anything from it.
like last time the session didn't need to be called, but I had to have like a 3 hour chat with her."
Swush - 03/17/2017
y-yeah I saw that o:
TheTeddyBear - 03/17/2017
and you dont see anything wrong with it
Swush - 03/17/2017
I see stuff wrong with it yeahs. I think she should've tried harder to not do it again if she was already told so thouroly to stop.
why do u ask ?
TheTeddyBear - 03/17/2017
Because you're all like "Im not going to engage with this incase I offend anyone". Meanwhile she has been extremely rude to me twice already, and apologized without fucking changing everything. oh no, this time actually she went off and had a pity party so she could feel better about being a jerk. I did nothing to deserve this. I invited her to my game that I take hours out of my life weekly to do, and then she comes in complaining about everything and my competence as a gm.

And then you're just like "I dont care what either party did as long as I don't have to deal with it. Hey why dont you talk to her"

Last time I talked to her for 3 hours straight, and then she was rude again. whoop i guess
Swush - 03/17/2017
it's fair that she is being very very rude yeah, I was just afraid of this happening again. But this happenened anyway so I guess I'm stuck. I mean yeah she does seem to have hecked up rlly badly, but have you talked to her tonight I know you may not want to, cuz last time you did it didn't help at all, but you might want to just to clear things up. Blegh
I don't think ignoring people is a good way to do this olive
hey olivia
I think
I need
to either break up with you
or take a break
i'm having panic attacks
every night we argue
and I thought at first it was just regular arguments but
I don't think you're supposed to argue every night for a month
it's killing me
and I'm sobbing right now but I can't handle
all these arguments
it's not ur fault
I just don't know if we're compatible
maybe I just need a break
mayve
I'm sorry
I still love you
but these arguments are putting me under an absurd amount of stress
and I can't handle it
I can't handle it I can't I can't
I'm never gonna stop crying
am I
this hurts more than anything i've ever done
everything hurts and i'm sobbing
I'm not gonna lie I told hellen
and now i'm sobbing to her
have any of the arguments we've gotten into since feburary had to do with helen
olivia we seriously need to talk >~<
u need to talk to me and helen
ignoring people hurts
both of us
ignoring isn't doing anything good
TheTeddyBear - 03/17/2017
i need time to fucking process emotions okay
Swush - 03/17/2017
oky oky
i'm scared and i have no idee a what;s going on
TheTeddyBear - 03/17/2017
well you broke up with me thats a thing thats going on
Swush - 03/17/2017
Yes oky. Let me say why and be completely clear. Because clearness is important. For the past month we've been arguing a lot. These arguments have hurt me a lot. and at first i was just like "every couple argues" but it's been like every single night and i'm starting to think we shouldn't be arguing this much. but then hellen told me she started being rude to you a month ago, so I started thinking, what if she was upsetting you and that's why we argued more. In which case. My reason for being hurt by our relationship wasn't ur fault. and if we can fix that. i'll be okay again.
TheTeddyBear - 03/17/2017
she wasn't why we were argueing
Swush - 03/17/2017
is a couple supposed to argue that much
because it hurt
and it wasn't ur fault
like i'm not mad at u for arguing, i just can't handle all the arguments
TheTeddyBear - 03/17/2017
No I guess not, but we disagree on a ton of things and thats why we argue so much
Swush - 03/17/2017
d-does that mean I made the right choice
yet again
I don't hate you and i never will
TheTeddyBear - 03/17/2017
so you've officially~ broken up with me
Swush - 03/17/2017
I don't wanna
but I feel like I nee d to
I
am crying again
sorry
Swush - 03/17/2017
I need a brek from this chat I think
cuz I dunno if i'm gonna stop sobbing until tomorrow morning
I'm gonna miss you
so so much
you mattered more than anyone to me
and I mean that 100%
and I never wanted
to have to leave you
for any reason
adn I can't believe i had to
and it hurts so badly
and i need a break
from discord
March 19, 2017
Swush - 03/19/2017
I hope ur doing well today :heart:
March 20, 2017
Swush - 03/20/2017
I rlly hope I didn't ruin our friendship when I broke up with you ... >~<
March 22, 2017
Swush - 03/22/2017
Well I talked to Marissa and it helped me see things better I g-guess. I should've helped you feel better but instead I chose a shitty time to break up with you when you were already upset. And I'm sorry >~< I was busy thinking about myself and didn't think about you being upset currently. And I was selfish and stupid. I just wanna make sure you're okay. I wish I wasn't so stupid as to not help you when Helen obviously upset you. And I dunno. You still matter a lot to me. And I'm sorry she upset you.
Swush - 03/22/2017
I just hope ur doing well and no one upset you too much o: and if they did I'm always here to talk about it.
TheTeddyBear - 03/22/2017
Yeah, your friend was incredibly rude to me and my players several times. Even after I talked to her for 3 hours about it she didn't get any better; in fact, she got worse. And when I told you, you decided it was more worthwhile to take her side regardless of anything she did and just completely ignored me for the most part despite me being your girlfriend at the time. So yeah you kind of messed up.
Swush - 03/22/2017
I'm sorry she upset you that was very wrong of her. I didn't mean to ignore you. I was just more worried about myself. Because I'm a selfish bitch. But. You're fine to be upset, and she definitely did something wrong and didn't handle the situation well. I'm sorry I suck at talking so much. Even if we never broke up I'm starting to feel like I don't deserve you. I never do my words correctly and can't talk to people and upset people because I can never handle things correctly.