Notes

Do you ever feel defeated? And you hate it, everyone hates being defeated. Its not feeling that's rewarding. In my opinion being defeated is being ruined being exposed. Have you ever been exposed and feel naked because everyone knows your deepest secret that you wouldn't want anyone to know? That's how being defeated makes me feel. I'm the type of person that has a difficult time trusting people. My motto is "don't trust anyone" because everyone in the world isn't here for others their here for themselves. NO oNE cares about you. ONLY yOU can promise yourself to take care of yourself. You don't have to prove yourself to anyone. NO one deserves your thoughts, your time and your heart. HADEEL promise yourself that no one matters but you please always think about yourself please don't waste your time thinking about other ignorant sick stupid fucking people no cares about you Hadeel literally no one does. I know your kind of depressed and somethings happened and its kind of embarrassing and disgusting and you regret so much i realize that there was no point in that but things happen and you have to let it GO please let it GO. YOu dont want to like that anymore ANYMORE YOU DON'T LIKE THAT ANYMORE AND IT DOESN'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE IT HAS SEVERAL OTHER THINGS TO GO BOTHER IT DOESN'T HAVE A PHONE ACTUALLY SO IDK WHAT IT WANTS BUT IT SHOULDN'T BE IN YOUR HEAD BECAUSE IT IS DISGUSTING AND WEIRD AND ANNOYING AND SUPERFICIAL. The main point is that there is no reason for you to be depressed because there's several other things that happen in this world that is super duper depressing and it sucks so just let it go stop doing stupid shit except "dooppiieeeee ppooopppiieeee"<you'll understand lolllll. okay welll i guess its the end of today's journal. PEACE OUT MA WIGGAAHHHHH -Hadeel Elsadek 4/27/17
p.s. its funny how you started this as if you were talking to an audience lol your the loml luv yah. :) ;) :/ ;>