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Hello Lee! You can call me Ryu. I'm sorry for taking too long to respond, i was at work when i received your answer and i could not read it there, i had to wait till i get home and read it in peace.

I see, I wonder how did you judge me from my 1st answer, and how did you judge me again after i have re answered it.

You, my dear, have the same perception of solitude as i do- or the closest anyone has ever did-. Your words. I did not feel that i am discovering a new person's experience, or seeing things through their eyes. It felt as if am discovering myself through your eyes, as if you wrote what i have felt, lived and thought. I, too, use humor same way you do (http://ask.fm/kurosoka/answer/116068395914 - http://ask.fm/kurosoka/answer/120288929674).

Indeed it takes a lot of time to accept solitude and make peace with it, but the thing about solitude is, in the process of accepting it, you accept yourself as well, with your flaws and perfections. I am well aware of the 2 types of solitude that you mentioned, i do not talk about the solitude of the mind, or as you called it "mentally" for i believe no body is alone in their own company. Well, You just have to make your company somebody you love spending time with, And you ll never be mentally lonely -Or at least, it ll be of a very rare occurrence-.
As for the woe that accompanies loneliness, it is a bitter sweet addictive kind of sorrow. a special one that i have grown to also fall in love with ( http://ask.fm/kurosoka/answer/118556949642 ), i value sadness almost as much as i value loneliness. Without sadness there can be no compassion, there can be no understanding. And i'm truly amazed that you have managed to reach that far in your understanding of solitude. A huge part of who i am comes from my pride, I often repeat "I am My own misery" ( http://ask.fm/kurosoka/answer/122313411722 - http://ask.fm/kurosoka/answer/119536308106 ), I accept the sadness i bring upon myself, the sadness of solitude, but i ll not accept a sadness anyone else brings upon me.

I loved reading your words, and i must compliment your vocabulary. You are truly a remarkable person, and i must apologize once again for refusing the chat, I had no idea you are this insightful and aware of who you are and your loneliness. Figuring all of the things you wrote is not an easy thing to do, human emotion are very complex! being able to distinguish each apart and understand it, it requires an immense amount of solitary time along side hours or deep thoughts, almost close to meditation. thoughts that would send you into a trance where you are no longer aware of your surroundings.
I admire that in you. There is one thing i must clarify. You said "Solitude is fathomed differently for everyone", If anyone fathoms solitude differently than how you and I do, I highly doubt they have understood it at all.
I'm sorry for pasting too many links, i know it must have been inconvenient to you, But while reading your answer i had a bit of doubt that you are only writing what i would like to hear based on my previous answers and not what you actually felt, experienced or know. Or at the very least, that my perception of loneliness did influence your ideas, so i felt the need to provide links to answers that back up what i said, so you know that me agreeing with your words is actually my genuine thoughts. I have a very skeptical and doubtful mind, you see?.

Thank you for your time, it was a pleasure reading and writing for you Lee.
Mr.Lonely