Notes

taehyung ♡♥♡♥
kim taehyung, my son, my ex (lol), my besfriend, my best someone. i miss you. a lot. we used to talk 25/8 for the past 2 years but time has flowed. we're getting older, getting busier, and losing the time for ourselves. i wish everything could be like it used to be, but it's hard, so i could only wish that we'd talk lot more than now. i can't express how grateful i am to have you in my life, both ooc and ic (more to ooc though). you've been my bestfriend whom i trust the most because we're under similar condition hm? i'll keep our promise, that this friendship will never die, and let's meet in the future. i think i'll cut it here because i need a personal blog to describe my feelings for you okay? hahaha but ily. ♥

sehun
you know what. i love you so so so much. you're a sweetheart, angel yet satan at the same time loljk. you were always there for me since the first, you never left me. you always listened to me no matter how ridiculous and childish it was. lot of things had happened to me in nms, from jongdae until now. the bittersweet jongdae had gone through, thanks for accompanying him, thanks for always cheering on him when he felt useless, thanks for listening to his rants about lot of things. the things that baek had gone through..maybe i was inactive because i used to feel that 'trauma' in nms. you know what i mean. but thanks for holding onto baek when people left, thanks for keeping me. and now i'm taeyeon wheezes. we should talk more ok? when you were down, i'm always here to listen to you, I'm always here to lend my ears to listen to and shoulders to lean onto. imy so much. so much. i have no right to say this, but i'm thankful that you're with taehyung, thanks for loving him, don't hurt him ok? he's very precious for me. i love you. ♡

suho
you fucker- jokes. the baek 1.0 whom i love :') you were always that little masochistic shit who liked doing weird things to people. and remember that we used to talk about poop? don't say you forgot it or else i will cut your dick and shove it to your anus. ♡ we always talked about unimportant things, but that was the beauty in one friendship right? i never said this properly, but thank you. we didn't talk much until you left- but now you're one of the little satans i love so much. thanks for coming back, you suit suho a lot. you think you don't? oh well dude, you're like an alter ego to the real suho lmao. you're such diva-ish and sassy. i won't say you're manly because i can top you bitch. but well um, since you came back here, be happy ok? you can be a troll but don't do it too much- find your own happiness alright? don't hurt yourself, smile, but cry when you have to. i'm here for you. ily. ♥

hanbin
you suck- you kept leaving ugh, even though you always came back- but still. we always talked unimportant and ridiculous things for this freaking past 5-6 months. are we close? are we not??? jk. i feel like i'm close with you, but you're actually still far away tch. we never really talked about serious things, i think we should do that sometimes, so i could know you better. but still, you were one of the little satans i love so much. you were a great companion since the first, thank you so much for staying here. don't leave again you shit, or else i'll cut your head and sell it- no i mean i'll be really sad. but one thing that makes me want to kick you- why you always came back as my bias ugh. UGH. but anyway, let's get closer and i love you a lot. ♡