Notes

I started all this. I went for the opposite direction not because i wanted to but more because i pushed too hard in one direction. This mindbreaking phenmoenon that you will always become the opposite if you push too hard. Its a low of physics at this point that governs all the conscious minds. Of course there would be a physics to human mind and consciousness. It originates as you accept the futility of consciousness. You accept not to interfere and not to change even when you wish to. You wont even wish to change the way it is. You will get to the point where free will becomes a lie. And as soon as you wish to change something, it will take away your willpower and the things will always go the way the universe wishes to and in the end this is how you would have wanted it to be anyways. You will be satisfied with what will be. Maybe what you get in the end would be what you would have always wanted or maybe your own wishes will just meld in a way to fullfill themselves and make sure that you are satisfied with what is. Did you get what you wanted or did you eventually start wanting what you got?