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18 Aprilie 2015
9:40 dimineata
Am mancat salam cu masline si ceai, am pus o masina de spalat, am strans cosurile de gunoi de peste tot, mi-am facut putina curatenie in camera si acum iata-ma.
Unde intorci capul doar soare si bucurie... unde intorci privirea doar renastere. Asta daca nu iti asumi riscul de a-ti indrepta privirea spre interiorul tau.
26 de ani si un om mort - rezumatul vietii mele.
Obiectie: am ales sa il omor, era periculos pentru mine.
Omorat cu buna stiinta, ascuns bine, nimeni sa nu-l poata gasi chiar de l-ar cauta si in cele mai intunecate unghere.
Minuni se intampla, viata e o mare minune formata din minuni mai mici si banalitati. Dar minunile niciodata nu mi se intampla mie.
Totusi... nu, nu e vorba de omor de persoana fizica ci omul mort e jumatate de Liviu. O jumatate numita Liviul sentimental. Data crimei: cu ani in urma.
Motivul? Deceptii.
Si jumatate de Liviu, Liviul rational ducea o viata rationala nedorind nici o implicare sentimentala. Dorinta confirmata de incapacitatea cuiva de a trezi mortul.
Si ce conforabil se simtea Liviul rational cand Liviul sentimental era inchis in cusca-i de gratii ascuns in aduncuri de suflet inaccesibile.
Dar pe nesimtite... ciocoi cu boruri late si acoliti sinistri dadura incet drumul celui ce din genune era condamnat la moarte.
"Sa iasa mortu-afara", strigara toti o data, si paraca-ntreg pamantul se clatina de moarte.
Era pamantul meu, ce tot eu mai aveam...
Priveam neputincios ne-ntelegand cum a fost posibil. Ferecat cu dibace lacate a caror ieftine chei incercate isi vedeau neputina, inchisoarea... se deschise.
Iesise mortul.
Pusesem multe lacate: frumusetea nu trecea, inteligenta triviala n-avea acces, bogatia sucomba acolo dar toate tandari fuse in clipa cand... doar Ea... zambea.
Sentimentalul - ma'ncearca iar, imi da licori edenice dar... daca e venin... Diana?
Fie-ti mila... sunt convalescent...
Semnat: Liviul sentimental.
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