Notes

my fellings; i couldnotbe more sorry for my actions towards people around me my mother, step-dad,my brother ilove them very much but the only thing they do is just making me not to feel belonging to their lives my mom is a good,generous and a kind woman but the day i die i would like tofirst beacuse im full of sadness lonlyness and if someone cared i wish to make the world a better place and i feel betrayed my cousin is sick and a crazy woman made him sick and for that im very sad im full of tears i always cry alone at night lost my uncle lost my dad but I appreciate that my other farther i wish to apoogize to him i wish to be dead and be happy, no one cares and i like to be alone, i fake my laughter and I think like im in a state im done i tried to make my mom happy and before i die i want to make my family proud so when i leave i made a memory anf i want to spend much time with them i oftenly think about my self i wonder if i died will anyone care but i want to embrace my self over my sadness and i will try to self control my emotions and for information im writting this so when someone finds this and i did something wrong to you im sorry and God helped me alot and i am truly greatfull beacuse i have a roof above my head ,food,good clothing and many more oneday id like to write a story about my life and i keep it and i remember my self where i was if mom you are seeing this i love you with my heart same to others but i hope you understand what im going through mom you are the only one who understands me and i wish you the best of everything wow life is very strict u shed sweat to make us l
]ive under all basic needs it is true that people come and go like my uncle my other uncle was rude but i hope he changed i trie everything that i can but sometimes i look lie the opposite i dont wanna ruin this type of family dont always shed as if in a relationship damn humans are complicated i wonder why my friends are turning against me it hurts beacuse . Mom i love you you see those bangles were to show my love to you and i was happy that you said they look very nice.If anyone sees this and is not my mom or father i would like for you to give them this when im not alive i will write alot of things so youmay remember me when i kick the bucket