Notes

chapter 1
I am falling apart , every time I see the boy I like I blush , but I just walk over there and say hey what you guys talking about then we just start a conversation , but then when its time to line up at level 0 , and line up spots , I tear apart because I am not next to him and line I am all the way and the back , and he all the way and the front , and then I get mad because its like we were having a conversation but the teachers and other staff member say stay at level 0 , and I get mad because I want to complete my A , and B conversation so staffs member and teachers C your way out of it , that's how I was feeling , but I know that's boys and girls is not suppose to come between your relationship between school. But....

chapter 2
Today 12-8-14 at 2:40pm , I was talking to him and my friend Tay Tay , I had my science fair project and I didn't finish so I told them that they had 5 seconds to guess what's my project about so I flip It open then close it and they have to guess what its about my crush Jawaun he guess what it was , it was the exploding lunch bag , and he said all that so we kept talking till 2:45 pm when school was out then I told him see y'all later , he said see you , but early before all this when it was time for lunch they put us across from each others and we had another conversation and then him and this boy name Marvin was play fighting and Marvin hit him and the eye on accident and Jawaun look like he was crying but he was not , his eye was just water and red , so then I said your crying he said no I am not girl , I said umm huh , so anyway we had a long conversation , and that's when they put on wobble line dance and that's when me and my friend Taylor went up there and start dancing to it , and that's when dlow shuffle came on , I forgot how to do it because I didn't dance to that song and a while , and Taylor start dancing to it , I remember some of the parts and dance to those , and that's when we start going up stairs and that's when everything else start happening , our teacher was so mean I told her that this boy curse but she said I don't care because you don't have proof but everyone and the class heard him and I said I cant wait to have Mr. maclearned come back , and she call me and my friend stupid , but our teacher said he got a recorder on his lab top so then he will believe us.....

chapter 3
Today 12-8-14 before class dismiss this girl name Leah Tyler called me and my sister a thot because she thought I was twerking on this boy name Wesley just because I sit next to him on the bus on Saturday coming from a basketball game uic , but she wasn't even on the bus so how would she know , probably somebody told her , idk , and I kept saying I didn't she said it then dismiss herself because she was scared like fr , you can talk all that stuff but never want to say it to my face , like you say that you going to do some but you never do , people thought we did just because that was the boys I use to like , but I did not because I know he a player just like his other cousin they players , like if you guys do some like hug and just talk to each other a lot , next minute y'all don't even know each other like if you say some to that boy he say stay out of my face like fr , but you wanted to talk to me one minute next minute you don't know me , so that's why I didn't let him touch on me.....