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The First Thing I'd like to say right now is your the best person ive ever meet. you change my life even my dark past is still on my mind. when i met you i feel special again. Kahit we're to young, you can understand me so much, Kahit alam ko na i just meet you online you was the best ive ever met. sobrang katangahan ko nalimutan kona may kaibigan ako na kaya akong intidihiin sa kahit anong sitwasyon at minsan dinadagdagan pa ung problema ko<3. I feel lonely when i choose to forget you. i tried so much to forget our memories, but i can't. Sa lahat ng mga naging kaibigan ko ikaw ung kakaiba, na kahit winala kita bumabalik ka ng parang walang nangyari. The time na you friend me again i feel shy and stupid. hindi ko alam ang sasabihin. ikaw lang ung taong nakapag feel saken na may halaga ako. even my own parents doesn't recognize me as their child. maraming salamat sa mga magagandang memories na nagawa natin. im so lucky to have you. Hinding hindi ko malilimuan ang araw na pinasaya moko ng todo. na kahit sinuman ay hindi kayang gawin. na kahit my anxiety attacking me, you can still understand me kahit lagi tayo nag aaway:>, Alam mo hindi ko deserve ang katulad mo, sabi ng tita ko you were a bad person, but she is fvcking wrong. ikaw lang naman ung kaibigan ko na kahit anong away. kaya malutas o maagapan. at mabilis umintindi, alam mo antanga tanga ko e pina lagpas ko ung pag kakataon na maging kaibigan mo. maraming maraming salamat for making a good memories<3. Mali na nakinig agad ako sa tita ko, dapat pinag laban ko ung friend ship natin at hindi matakot sa sasabihin ng mga tao around me. i was so fvcking lucky to have you, you were a great person. Online friends can be true or not. but ikaw lang ang taong naka pag bigay buhay at kaligayahan sakin. bumalik ung dating ako nung hindi pa hiwalay sila mom at dad.
My childhood was ruin but you are the one who's giving me a love and attention that i need. grabe hindi ko inakala na you still gonna come back with me, Palihim akong na lalaro noon para lang mag saya at makipag laro sayo. inakala ko na imposible na maging masaya pero dumating ka i know i was just kid that time and not growing up beacuse of my childhood and bad memories that keep happening every day, pero nung nakilala kita bilang ikaw doon napakasaya kona at bumalik ang dating sigla.
pero nung winala kita my life getting on trouble and trouble everyday. Dark or kung ano man name mo. hindi ko alam kung bakit kailangan kitang makilala. you were God's Gift for me. Akala ko my story is ending pero hindi papala, nagsisimula palang. World has alot of problems and God trying us to be Independent. ag sisimula palang Ako,Tayo sa ating mga buhay. Alam mo being A Lonely person was hard. para akong tanga na kinakausap ung sarili, Walang mapagsabihan sa problema. You were a blessing, Not just a blessing. A Wonderful Blessing<3, Im still crying about what happened on my past. pero kapag nag join ka saken or nakakalaro kita nalilimutan ko ito. You Deserved the Earth as well as you do. You deserved a love that u needs. Still on our journey and growing up. one day we will notice na we are already growing sa sarili nating mga paa. No one can never replace the memories. i love you as my friend that always play w me<3, i know na we're just growing up, im always proud on you, Sa Mundong Ating Kinatatapakan ngayon, ay hindi lamang mundo ito ay napaka gandang mundo na kahit anlaki problema mo, the world is with you. Grabe Thank you so much. ilym, if i can just met you in real life. ill do it. Sobra sobrang pagunawa at pansin ang Nag pago saken. even the world ends ill never forget our memories
I dont really know what i mess up, sobra mokong napasaya hindi lang bilang kaibigan, bilang tao. Alam mo you changed my life so hard, natuto akong ipaglaban kung ano ang ikakasaya ko. Sobra sobrang saya ko nung dumating ka, Our generations was full of bad and good memories. still on our journey but life change everyday. hindi ko alam na i hurt my self by leaving the person that make me happy. Im so fvcking happy na nakilala kita. hindi lang bilang isang kaibigan. isang tao na kaya akong pasayahin kahit anong sitwasyon. Even i met you online you was the best person na kaya akong intindihin. na alala mo ba ung nag laro tayo ng build a boat? and you make a heart. grabe ung kilig at saya ko doon. Na kahit sa pag tulog nakangiti ako. pero dun na nag simula ang lahat. Maraming salamat sa pag unawa at attention sa pag basa neto. Tysm for the memories at mga masasayang nagaganap noon at ngayon. iloveyousomuch as my frend that always n my back sdhshdssxhs. loving the moon as i do. love it like i do. you are special. I love you as you and as my understanding friend. i love how u comfort me and dms me saying "eatwell" "goodnight"
.So fvcking damn fine. alot of thing were attacking me. and same as my anxiety. i love how you talk to me. im saying this to you rn i love it