Notes

1 thing: you never remember the beginning of a dream

so first, I was, I guess told that there was a wedding or smthg, so mommy and I rode on... a bus??? to this HUGE mansion. and I kinda forgot the details about the mansion that describes how huge it was, but there was a ton of people there and mom and I were in this line full of mothers and daughters (all asian) and we just went straight upstairs to the highest floor and I guess in one small room (it was about as big as my current room, with the same colors), there were mattresses on the floor, so there were, I think 3 mattresses and a fourth was made of a large towel. and when I got there, all of them were occupied (each with a mother and a daughter), so I took the large towel. and so we were all just chilling and mommy, who was sharing my mattress (it became a mattress by then), told me that she was ___ because she was hungry, obviously, and so I remembered that I had packed food (I actually DID pack food in my dream somewhere at the beginning) in my backpack (the big pink one) and when I took out the large styrofoam togo box, I was actually surprised at how much food was in there, and ALL the food was soaked in dirty water, as in water from this was mixed with water from that food, and so on. and so I took out one thing and asked if the person to the left wanted it, and she said she wanted something else, and that's how I distributed my food. and the second to last person chose the 油条. and when I got to the last person to the right of me, I let her choose which food she wanted, and she chose something I would never, and I chose the last smaller piece of 油条. and we just ate our food, and someone said, aSdF should've caught me when i used my hands to eat the 油条 instead of chopsticks (aSdF was some guy who was for some reason sleeping in the same room as us who slept in the corner to the left of my corner). and when we went to sleep, I couldn't go to sleep, so I went to look for the bathroom just cuz, and the first door on the right looked like no one was sleeping there, so I opened it and it turned out to be a cool closet (where people hang their coats n stuff). and so i went around the corner (there was a big hollow in the center because there was probably a chandelier there that illuminates multiple floors, and as i did so, i noticed that at the end of the hallway to the left of me, was Justin (from church, the one one year younger than me) and a friend of his pacing around in front of their own dorm door (the younger boys one), and i noticed that justin noticed me, so i kept on walking cuz i would have the excuse of going to the bathroom if he came for me cuz i didn't know why they were on night duty/watch. so i found the bathroom and it was the common public bathroom but it was clean, kinda reminds me of the johnson ferry one since there was normal navy blue (#00007C) and yellow (#F7F603) color scheme and it was clean. so i did my stuff, perhaps using the toilet i forgot, and when i was about to go, i felt a wave of mild dizziness, so i leaned against the paper towel dispenser and the sink on the right-most sink, and it wouldn't go away. so i stayed like that for a while, but the dizziness wouldn't go away. so after i while, i was still waiting it out, when the two boys came into the bathroom (i didn't think it was weird at the time), and they tried to help me but was at the same time scared since i was a girl and i was older than them. and i turned away from them and towards the mirror. and after another moment, mom came in (caringly, not happily) smiling, and tried to make me comfortable, and after a while, two dirty-blond dudes came in, and the larger one had brought some kit, and he took out a bottle, and he asked me to hold out my hand, and he poured the pink??? liquid into my hand, and it didn't drip. and and then he held a cup under my hand and poured some sand like powder into my hand at the same time, and he didn't tell me to do it, but i held my hand over the cup and let some liquid drip down. and then the guy gave me the cup to drink, which tasted like the children's fever medicine, (the color of the liquid was pink and it was sweet), and then he held up 3 small plants. the first was white and had bunches of white petals on the end and middle and near the bottom, the second one had light blue petals forming a simple flower at the top middle and near the bottom, and the third was i just remember vivid red petals at the top middle and near the bottom of the stem. i let me choose which one i wanted and i chose the middle one, the light blue one, and as he was tucking the flower behind my right ear, he asked why i chose that flower, and i replied with something along the lines of "the flower i picked was lighter than the red and it was simpler than the white (since the white one had petals all grouped together to form something like a complicated
mini yellow dahlia). then he sent me to a different and nicer bedroom and told me to rest and do ;lkj-4-C (;lkj is a letter i forgot), and that when i was out of the room and proceed onward to the next grade, i would be onto ;lkj-5-C, ahead of everyone else. and the bedroom was nice and light colored with windows with white sheer curtains. and four 2 days i slept and recited ;lkj-4-C again and again, and somewhere in the middle, i had a vision that this transfer kid or grade-skipper went to the grade i was going to, and in the class the teacher asked what his/her powers were and everyone was all shocked that the person didn't know he/she had powers at all. and in that room, the whole time i was training and sleeping, i didn't even touch the flower in my hair once because i was afraid it would fall out and stuff, and i actually wished everyone (all the parents but mostly the other children) could see me with such a beautiful thing tucked behind my ear and hair. and then when i suddenly appeared outside the room with others, i remember that the flower was gone. and that was all i remembered from that dream.