Notes

im glad ive got someone to talk to atleast, heres me talking my mind so things are gonna be mixed up, anyways, about 2 years ago I made a female friend who at the time was pretty cool, we were in similiar classes and everything, soon we met on social media and began to chat some more, then we also had mutual friends so that ment we got to hang out more, I respected her decisions and honestly helped her out in every way, whether that be going out fro snacks or just chatting like us; at the time I guess I didnt know what was wrong cause 2 months prior to meeting her I was dating some other girl I met at camp named Stephanie; similar story, I liked her and started chatting with her, we'd go out for lunch or to watch soccer matches, and she'd come out to my track runs, I spent most of my time with her since my other friends at camo were into the girls and parties their but I found the laws of Aerodynamics more interesting and was glad someone else found it interesting to, one day my friends pressured me to talk to steph more and I asked her out, she agreed and we went out for walks and stuff, but one day, my friends were lined up at my room ( military camp) and needed to confront something, telling me she was cheating on me; which sure hurt me alot but what made it truely painful was the fact it was my best friend who was now with her, I closed myself from the world that day, and just died inside, everyday from 4 pm till 11, my 5 friends would chill in my room and talk with me about getting over her, how she was a mistake, a bad bond, it took time but I guess the pain started to go away, when I got to highschool 2 years ago I met