Notes

Dear Jalayah you are a angel of mine, I just wants to tell you i love you and Ima in a happy place know so don't cry at all thnd just be strong for my brother and family and can you please check on the them to make sure they ok and tell them its ok and dont cry because i dont wanna see them like that and i only did this for my mental health. I'm just tired and i feel like i dont reallu belonh here so, tell baby jania that i had a really good time and I don't want her to grow up and become out how i am, tell jaceion that i will forever miss him and he had a amazing big cousin but i was just too tired to stay and im sorry, tell amir that he gone be good and ik you gone miss all the times we used to argue over some crazy stuff, tell my big brother i honestlyc knew how it felt were he just wanted to move out trust me if i was here i would have been ready to leave and focus on my menta; health and keep my distance. tell Kd I'm sorry this had to happen and im so sorry for all the thing i have said to you and i really hope that uu make to whatever sport and really be good at it. ig you can tell my parents i couldnt hold on tight anymore and yea. Jalayah i want you to hold it down for me Nd i hope that uu make it to the nba i sorry if you did i coulmt see you go but i couldnt try and stay longer, At my funeral don't cry and just understand why i did it i don't want nb to feel so sorry for me, At my funeral/repast i want to be lit play all the good music cs yk you have the good music. I want my casket the be any color uu want it to be besides pink and burry me somewhere that look very peaceful and not a lot of noise. but thats pretty much it illy twinnn and be safe.