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never will be heard again my voice lost I cant do this any more cant be trusted trust no1 bec dey don't trust u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dats crazy how you can be telling da complete truth and no 1 will belive you my own parents trust a stranger more than me and dats messed up bec if someone think that a pig can fly if they think hard and long enuf then a pig can fly in their mind and its crazy how when my mom ask my brother something whatever he says is the truth but if im telling the truth with everything in me I will still be not be truthful to them so dats why I gave up bec my peps put in my head im never right and im least favorite but its ok bec when c.j don't make it and ced drop out of school and I make it to the top im not taking any 1 whith me and I mean that mom dad cj travis nobody but me god and my brother cedric bryant and when I make it imma just lol while they feel like their alone and they can never ever do right or make any1 proud but that's how you find out who really got your bake when its just you and being called dummy really makes it all better I cant wait to move out and have kids bec my kids will never feel like I pick someone over them they are always gonna come first no matter what and yes I relize im alone just me and a big world of people who want to make me mess up or fall but I cant wait till I make it bec ik soon as I do everybody go yell my name saying sorry I had no clue you felt like this im gonna say to them now you know and its to late then you say I don't apreshiate things.....oh ok when im never being trusted and always called a liar and still get up with a smile on my face and still don't run away and not snap and just telling my self that oh they didn't mean a word they said yea that's hard and truly when I turn 14 and get a job im saving up just to move out bec its not worth it living here in this house were im no trusted and were anything that go wrong gets put on me I learned that I will never as long as I live in this house be trusted and never be listened to and my mom says in always here and you can talk to me and I dont come to her bec she don't trust me and I get treated unfairly but like I said when im the rich one out of 4 kids then every 1 go say oh I sould have belive him 4/23/15