Notes

I hate keeping to myself. I feel trapped. I have so much to say, good, bad, happy, sad, so much to say . . . but almost no one to talk to. When I do talk to someone there's never enough time for me to say everything I want to. I'm sure those one or two people I talk to get tired of listening to me. I could talk and talk for hours, but there's never enough time. Only 2 or 3 minutes while walking to classes or the time during lunch, and i usually waste that time keeping to myself because I'm so scared of just being ignored, interrupted, rejected, or someone else tell me to go away. It happens more than you think. There's no use of trying to talk to people after school because I don't think anyone wants to hang out with me. I don't ask but that's because I used to ask people a lot but everyone always said no or if they would tell me to text them to find out for later, they would never respond. I was tired of being rejected and I just stopped asking anyone.