Notes

Emojis :]

(some kaputanginahan warnings) (some drama)


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Kimberly:

hey guys
:]

Kian:

Hey Kim!

Kimberly:

Hey :]

Kian:

Hey kim
Can i ask you something?

Kimberly:

uhh.. sure
Go ahead
:]

Kian:

Y do u always use emoticons like that?
Like
Why not emojis??

Mayla:

Yuhhh ikr!

Kimberly:

oh..
force of habit.. i guess?

Kian:

i see.. (pero hindi nya nakita- jok-)

Kimberly:

Welp..
Gtg (ang bilis :'))
bye
:]

Kimberly could feel her hands shaking as she kept remembering, kept feeling the pain she has felt all those times before. She didnt even bother to check the responses from her friends, instead opting to click on an contact she hadnt opened in years. Scrolling through them provided her with a sense of comfort, but it just broke her more and more thinking about who sent them to her.

Twitching and shaking, Kimberly used one hands to stifle the sobs trying to escape her, feeling the cold tears sliping down her cheek.





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Kimberly:

i had a really great time
:]
We should really go to the arcade again sometime


:Mason

Oh
Oh is it a date? 😏 (my reaction writing this: 😏LOL)
Kimberly:

...
I guess?
I mean, kinda? If you want it to be..

:Mason

I'm messing with you LMAO
But it would be nice to call it that
💗 (Kaputanginahan)

Kimberly:

...
💗
:]

Kimberly remembers that day. It was maybe a year or two before.

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It was warm, a little downcast sending a cool breeze across the park the two of them walked through. Hand in hand. Mason strolled peaceful at a slow pace, enjoying the view before spending the entre afternoon in a stuffy building. Kimberly was almost certain it was at this point she started really getting into videogames. Even now, a few of her favorites reminded her of Mason. At this point she considered a few of them to be comfort games to her.

She still remember the way his hands hovered over her own, teaching her the controls to al the arcade machines. At the time, she was too busy focusing on how warm your hands were to concentrate on actually learning the controls, but she got there eventually.

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:Mason

I think it's cute when you do that (AYIEEE yaw- naol)

Kimberly:

Do what?
o_o?

Mason

Do that
Use emoticons
I think it's cute

Kimberly:

Mmmhhh
You're gonna make me blush (😏 Kaputanginaha-👏 )
STOP!
-//- (more drama! *drama*👌)

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Kimberly vividly remembers feeling very warm and fuzzy when you told her this.

Kimberly quite distinctly remembers that your favourite emoticons she used was the smiley face with the box braces. Looking back through the texts, she saw you're response of 'hardly anyone I text makes smiley faces like that and I think it's unique to you'. Looking back on that memory made her smile.

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Kimberly:

Hey Mason
Are you free today?

:Mason

Srry Kim
II haven't been feeling well lately...
so i'm going to get checked
I'll be free this weekend tho!

Kimberly:

It's fine!
See you this weekend then?
Get well soon

:Mason

See you this weekend!
:]

There it was, that knot of anxiety and fear and sadness that curled menacingly in Kimberly's stomach. Just like that, seeing those texts again made tears threaten to spill over again. (yaw-)

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Kimberly:

Mason?
Mason?
Are you there?
You said you'd be here an hour ago?
Hello?
Mason please answer
Are you oke?

(Read XX:XX)

Mason please
Just tell me you're ok

:Mason

I'm on my way over


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"Mason, please tell me you're joking. This isn't funny!" Kimberly felt alot of emotions hearing what you had to say You on the other hand, just sat in the chair opposite of her, hands wrung together loosely while your eyes looked downcast and glassy. It made Kimberly feel sick seeing eyes that

were once so full of happiness and life so empty.

"i'm sorry, Kimberly, I wish I was joking.. there's nothing I can do. Believe me, I would if I could.... But I can't..." Mason's Voice sounded hollow and broken, making Kimberly's stomach lurch sickly. He were hugging himself tightly, tears dripping down from your face on to his lap.

"Are you sure?" Kimberly asked. Sounding broken. Mason just shook his head limply. "I'm sorry" He whispered again, so soft that Kimberly barely even caught it.

Mason sighed, his voice shaking

"The doctor said it was terminal.... 6 months.... All i can ask is that you please... don't leave me, Kimberly. Please don't leave me here to die alone.. in pain. I-.... i just wanted you by my side" He hunched over forward grinding his teeth together in agony at the though of his GIRLFRIEND (why not put gf- lell) leaving him.

All thoughts were pushed from your mind as he felt something heavy being placed in his shoulders. The warm embrace as Kimberly placed her shoulders to yours.

Her face was stained with tears, much like his. As she carefully hugged him, very carefully as she remembered what state he were in.

They spent the rest of the evening hugging each other. (HUGGING NOT- yk-) Kimberly hugged Mason, as if she were trying to protect him from disease that was destroying his frail, human body.

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3 Months Later (he go RIP LMAO- jk)

"Pls do anything you can do doc..." she said held with no emotion.

"we are trying our best.."

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Kimberly flinched as she felt Mason's hand on her shoulder. It was gentle, like a parent trying to figure out how to console their child. In a way, the scenario was not too far off.

Weeks with eating very substance made him loose alot of weight, and the medication he took that slim chance of saving his life had caused his hair to fall out (yw cancer amp- jk : ])

"It will all be over soon, my love. (drama-) You won't be in pain for much longer"
She knew that he was too weak to respond, so she simply to your hands in hers, lacing your finger together gently in fear of hurting him even more.

The look in his eyes was one of relief. The last 4 months had been living hell for him, barely able to keep food down for long periods of time, the medication hardly helped either.


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Kimberly:


It's been.. 2 years now has it?

I know texting your old phone probably isn't the best form of venting but..

Whatever...

...

I love you

:']


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THE MUCKING END : D
*cri

if you dont understand- yawaka-

So- Mason is suffering a disease called "Kaputanginahan" coz idk what disease eh-
and he only had a life span to live 6 months.. 'Kaputanginaha-' soz-
and her GIRLFRIEND 😏 'Kimberly' tried to save his LIFE.. but yawa namatay kasi gusto ko lng >:D para sad- JOK- i ship someone named Kimberly and Mason now UNu

one of the stories I wanna make a GLMM/GCMM but i'm too lazy for that BS T oT