Notes

Hello there, guess what day it is?
its your birthday!!!!

Happy birthday my dear friend Faradina Widyasari. Happy 26 yo. No you're not old yet, dont worry. So, lot of thing had happened in this 26 years long journey, surely, whether good or bad. You've gone through lot of terrible situations, it must be hard on you back then, but dont regret it. I'm not teaching you about life or how to live, i'm suck at it too, but let me share some stories ok.

We have known each other for almost three years now, its quite a long time ya know? But shame on me, this is the first time i wish you a happy birthday, i'm so sorry. We started off from aff, the place where we held so many memories and stories, whether told or untold. Its cute to remember that we got close because of roleplay thingy, then it moved to a higher level where we share our personal life, and i regret nothing. We sure talked a lot since three years, but we weren't as close as we were a year ago. I got even closer with you after we do twitrp. No, im not going to talk about rp thingy here, its hella annoying at some extent, so let me just talk about real life now.

I still remember last year where you were looking for a job and had some test in my city, and i even asked about the place you were staying at to my parents because i didnt know where was it lmao. Yes im bad at recognizing places or directions etc. my parents even know you know! but sadly we couldnt get to meet up face to face urgh. we havent had a good chance to meet up even until now, what a sad life of being adults yes? But nah, its not that sad tbh.

Like i said, you have gone through lot hardships in life, and surely you will face it again in the future. But dont give up ok? It life, it needs to be balanced, you have to experience both so you will treasure your life even more. The good things that happened to you, be grateful of it and keep them that way, dont try to taint it. And for the bad things in the past that hurt you or gave you deep and big scars, dont forget them. Dont hate them either, but be thankful to it, because that way you can learn about so many things, and you can also feel happiness. Both the good and bad, keep them, write them in the book of your life history, as the proof that you have been living and alive all this long. Save them as the memories of you struggling to even get to breathe. And after that, you have to open a new page, the white and clean paper, and write your own story, your own choice of life, your future. You have to move on and walk your own path, keep struggling. If you fall down, then get up. Keep doing the same thing no matter how hard it is. By them time you cant stand up anymore, it means you're sitting on your throne.

Once again, happy birthday. My wishes for you are, semoga dibukakan pintu rezeki dan dilancarkan rezekinya, semoga diberi kesehatan dan dijauhkan dari segala mara bahaya, semoga diberikan usia yang panjang, semoga dibukakan pintu maaf oleh Allah SWT dan dibersihkan dosanya, semoga sukses dalam karir, semoga mendapat kebahagiaan bersama orang-orang terkasih yaitu keluarga dan dijauhkan dari hal-hal negatif, dan juga semoga diberikan jodoh yang mampu menjadi imam yand dapat membangun keluarga yang sakinah, mawadah, warohmah. Aamiin.

ps. damn i wrote a hella long letter. i hope you will read them all though. and even though this is not a big gift at all, i hope it will at least cheer you up from the bad day yesterday. you know im here for you whenever you need me right?

i love you a lot. xoxo. best regard with much love, Alia Rahmaniar.