Notes

impresssions.
Throughout human evolution impressions have been a staple in society.
From the first English word, to religion, to both world wars, to furries, to something as simple as the next presidency.
When one person has a positive impression on another, they will have this idea or concept that even if they touched a child, or they were emotionally manipulative, or if they just killed someone, there are good intentions riddled in that bloodshed like it came from the heart.
That man deserved that dismemberment! Yeah! Get em!
When one person has a negative impression on another, they will believe that, even if they are giving money to the homeless, even if they helped someone through a tough time, or even if they just want to sit and have a break themselves, there is a blood word that spells “ego” carved on the innings of their skull.
You greedy bastard. You self centered prick. You brainless waste of space. You sociopathic fatherless child. you probably killed someone haven't you. you've probably been a manipulative prick to SOMEONE haven't you. you probably like touching kids-
You've noticed it, you have. But you were too scared to point it out. You overlook it and say that MAYBE. just maybe they have they're reasoning, or theyve seen more, or they've seen less, or your overlooking what happens, or your underlooking, or thats simply just them, or their community, or their religion, race, gender, sexuality, parents, childhood, interests, opinions, political point of view,
I have autism. I used to scream cry up until my 6th grade. Y'know. The year you go into middle school. But since that point I've still been an annoying prick. I'm too quiet to make friends, my mouth is shapped to look like im always mad, I'm always late to class, I sit alone, I dont do any of my school work, I try messing with people as if I already know them, but I dont, and I end up coming off like a bully. A prick. Someone that doesnt give two shits about anyone or anything but myself. I want to talk to people, but they walk away, ignore me, shut me up, I'm greedy bastard. I'm a self centered prick. I'm a brainless waste of space. I'm a sociopathic fatherless child. I'm nothing but fucking retarded-
Humanity needs a villain. something to hate. Something to conquer. so they can feel like they’ve done something. So they can feel like they've contributed to society. But thats the issue. There is no villain. Everyone has a pov. and often people paint others to be a villain, and those people that dont see a villain in others start painting it in themselves. That deep down maybe if noone else is bad than they are the problem. When in reality villains dont exist. just people.
It's ironic. The human race has an extremely complex brain, yet they want everything to be so simple. It's depressing, and counter-productive.
Truth is, the simple life doesn't exist. Well, atleast if your thinking.

to one of the most ironic things in human evolution. The fact that people hate the fact that people hate.