Notes

Saturday 19/03/2022
Today was my little brothers first football game of the season. Didn't really plan on going but I did anyways it was also my cousin Hayden and Masons first game of the season. we left the house and got food of course from Maccas cause why not, it was too packed though and that is understandable though as it was everyone's first game. I was feeling kind of anxious which doesn't really happen but idk today it did. We got to the footy fields and it was packed kids, adults and grandparents everywhere, it was very annoying as my knee is absolutely fucked. Everyone just kept staring which I found really uncomfortable and the fact that no one would fucking move made it worse the only way this knee is going to get better is if I keep pushing it harder and harder to be how it was before I don't need people staring like crazy, everyone has seen at least one or two people in crutches it's nothing new to anyone but standing in the way when I politely say excuse me just doesn't help at all. Oh the fact that two little boys kept staring when they knew I was older than them was embarrassing not for me but for them. Other than that my day has gone great I've been laying in bed jumped on a call with my friend Keeley the emo while she showed me all the weird shit that she brought today. Now I'm a call with Rianna honestly I don't get why she calls me cause we see each other like every single day but oh well at least I have someone to talk to at night well that's until she goes to bed. My knee is an absolute ass I don't get why I can't just get the surgery done like it sucks not being able to do any of the hobbies I wanna do even though I might not be able to do them anyways my knee will never be the same like ever again. Oh well I did a fucking great job and that's for sure.
Okay I'm off to bed now,, Goodnight

11:53pm