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SO i have this secret that nobody knows about!! i hide my skin and cover my body in full length clothing because i have this horrible condition called 'eczema' it makes me hate my body and i have no self confidence because of this 'thing' i dont want to go out of the house cause i hate how i look and i dont always want to be wearing full length tights and big jackets or cardigans. since i was young ive always had hayfever,asthma and managable eczema that would barley show , but when i started intermediate at the age of 11-12 i have suffered from very bad eczema. i would try to get off school cause i wouldnt want to wear the pe gear. Some nights i will just scratch my arms,legs and back which sometimes leads to bleeding and raw skin, it would also lead to my t-shirts sticking to my skin :/ I hate the feeling of creams on my body ( being sticky or wet) my family would say "yea put cream on everyday and it will go away" but they dont understand how i feel or how it makes me feel and what i think i need to do for it to feel 'better' . I have tried many many creams, used none soap products have had my laundry powder changed to sensitive and cut my nails , tried hayfever tablets