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Look Brian I love u and I'll wait until times end just to be with you forever and nothing about that will change not even a lie it just only hurt me that u just couldn't come to me and tell me about what was going on when I already knew. I waited you cause I knew nobody really would and I want to be that one u lean on when u need it. I'M here for the good days and the bad ones. And Brian we got to stop this hitting your head thing baby its not good for u or your body ik u are hurt and it kills me to see that you are and I don't want you to keep doing this if u need help always ask me baby, I'm here for you. I'm sorry about your grandma I don't know why they wouldn't tell you that shit is just messed up. Baby we ARE going to grow old and start a family I already know it. And when we do your going to be an amazing dad your nothing like your father Brian you might be a Jr but your not him baby you would stay and protect your family with all u have I know u would cause it would break you to see something happen to them and I know that for a fact. your going to be at the hospital when I give birth and your going to fall back in love with that baby no matter what, that and me will be your motivation to stay out of jail, like you said that is your past life not your future I'm your future and I'm not leaving you. I've thought about you all day even though I was still mad, you was always on my mind. I like to picture you and me riding till we just want to stop I want to see the world with you and do so much that I never thought about doing you brought out a new side of me and thank you so much for that baby. You're not hard to love because I still love you every much even if you were hard to love I would still be here. I want to walk down the Alie to see you down there on the other end just waiting on me so you can take my hand and put our rings on, say our vowels, and say our I DO'S. And what's this I hear about you saying you cutting yourself, No BABY we can't keep doing this that has to stop now, and I mean now I will hold your hand through everything if u need me but we not doing this I'm going to let you. baby I wanna talk to you myself as well. YES baby i will talk to you once you wake up
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