Notes

okay, i felt the need to write this.... a lot of things have been happening in my life, some good, some bad. well, most bad... but anyway. i have so much on my mind, but i never can seem to write it out, let alone talk about it. i definently need to become smarter, and stronger. physically, yes. but also mentally. i seem to let people run all over me, and that's definently not a good thing. i also never let go of things ive done, im learning and doing that more for sure. i have huge dreams, and i need to become smarter and stronger to accomplish them. ill get there, i know i will. it will definitely take time though. i have so many things that i would like to do as a career in a few years. becoming a writer, a consular, a scientist, the list goes on. ive just always thought that i could never become any of those things. but now i know i can, with more school and dedication. i also need a good routine in my life, without one i feel like a mess. journaling and reading have definitely helped with that. im also really inconsistent, which sucks. i have alot to work on in many different ways. day by day, step by step, ill get there and i cant wait to be the happiest verson of myself that i can be.