Notes

You know what. I have a story to tell. It's about someone I tried way to hard to be friends with, I won't say her real name but let's just say her names Brittany and I won't use my real name either so let's just say it's Rachel. The one main reason I used the name Brittany is because that's a ..... name. You can fill in the blanks with whatever you want other than nice or pleasant, because the Brittany in my story isn't anything nice. It all started when I was pretty young. I know I don't remember much of my childhood I remember this. She was someone who I thought was cool and I wanted to hang out with, but the more I hung out with her the more I found out how much of a ..... she was. She basically unraveled right in front of me, and I didn't notice because I spent so much time with her. Now I think about it, I wasted almost a whole year or two of my life with Brittany because I thought it was the best year of my life, but no it wasn't, I would say it was one of the worst. I noticed the more we became friends the more would show herself. For example (and I have a lot in this "story") she would bully me in a way I didn't think it was bullying. I remember she really liked a boy and I thought I was trying to help by getting them together. When me helping didn't help she sent me these horrible Snapchats of her saying things like "I could've done this by myself, I didn't need your help" "you've ruined my chances with him". But the funny thing was when they started dating and she wanted help she came to me and only me, but I wasn't her only friend (by the way, her and her "forever" boyfriend broke up within 3 months of dating). This is only one of the terrible things she did to me. Another time, this was in gym and she wanted me to let her team win, so I did and I told my other friend not to play. But Brittany being Brittany decided to be a total ..... and told her friends so they would give me a ..... stare all day and then she had the nerve to send out a message saying to me, "I'm saying what I said... I was just having a bad day... sorry.". Me being me I said it's okay and sorry back. This is the backstabbing ..... you don't want to be friends with, so don't!