Notes

OK, so whenever you tell me to "do something with you" it's always shit like go grocery shopping or other work. I ain't doing shit like that. Sure you stay home, but all you ever do is yell and go batshit crazy, having no father would be better than having you.

The only way you see that i'm getting better grades i by going to a tutor. that don't mean shit, that only means that you're lazy af and cant solve the problem yourself

Next, you say that I play too much games. Maybe I play for an hour-ish a day. I'm not failing b/c of that, I'm failing b/c you guys WANT me to fail. It's not like you guys help me in any way. maybe i would actually listen to you guys if you guys treated me like a human and not a piece of shit! Hell, shit probably gets even better treatment than me. All you ever do is get your fucking shitty voice at the top of your lungs and think that your the god. all that shows is that you don't know how to think. got a problem? (specifically with me) you raise your lungs as far as they can go and you think its over. i may have been quiet, but only b/c I;m a decent human being, unlike you. I didn't wan to fall to the ranks of scum like you, but i have to now.

Maybe I would actually do better in school b/c i want to. maybe if u guys didn't treat me so badly, i wouldn't be doing so bad.

fuck ur bagladesh life with hard work. this is america, not Uganda! this happened b/c 2 crazies got together, and u can only thank that 2 ur arranged marriage

calling someone a loser aint gonna make em do anything better, but you never seem to do that to your clients, colleagues, or boss.

Mom: you never take care of me (or Nayem!) you say "but i stay a t home" well no one gives af if u stay at home. it;s not like your actually doing anything aside from complaining about something. whether it;s your sister or mom or me, hell; foods the only thing you give two shits about. you want to be treated like a queen when you don;t even treat other like dirt, the only reason you want me and Nayem to stay home is b/c nobody else is gonna be there to eat ur rancid shit "food"
u always say you do so much when really all you've ever done was complain

also, you don't let me go outside then blame it on Nayem and me. PATHETIC! you said so yourself, that you let me go for a bit (FUCKING 2 WEEKS!!!) and now u gonna hug me till death. don;t deny it. u said that shit yourself, i didn't change shit,

u also don;t seem to know jack about something called privacy. u know what that means, ur just a big control freak, who cant even trust her kids. u even have problems w/ me using an alarm. I can D.A. send u to a mental hospital rn if i want to.

also, don;t get religion into any of this, you FIENDS!!! i don't remember there anything about treating people like shit so that they'll get along w/ u. that's not part of Islam, that;s part of being a piece of shit! also, from the khuthba, you only fucking heard what you wanted to hear, which is some made up shit from ur mid. i don't see u guys spending any quality time. all u guys want is for me and Nayem to praise u more for being a p.o.s.!!! and then give u guys $$$ in the future; well forget it, cuz i aint giving u guys SHIT when i grow up. that is, if i DO grow up. u guys fucked up my life so much that I don't think i can ever rebound in life, and it ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!!!

I'm just waiting for you guys to die so that u guys will be able to experience what u earned, a one-way-ticket to jahannum

go ahead, call over anybody u want to call over. sure, they'll think im a bad kid once they hear ur fabricated story, but the truth will b revealed once they hear my part, u guys can legitimately be sent to jail, court, be on parole, get called for child abuse, child protection system, and shit-ton of other things. chose wisely.

let my brother and i live freely. if not me, then at least please don't lay a finger on Nayem. Id on't want him to get fucked up by u guys the same way i did