Notes

1. Everything Inside Me Echoed

There's a conductor in my head
And it's orchestrating my highs and lows
'Cause I’m smiling and crying everyday
Maybe that will stop soon, but I don't count on it

I looked at you
And everything inside me echoed

This one thing I know now is that I'm
I'm not going to slip back or lose myself

I looked at you
And everything inside me echoed


2. Cold Walls

I've been clutching my knees to my chest
In the corner of my room, I'm nervous
This is why I can't be left in my head
I only find comfort in you

You'll feel me seep into the cracks in your skin
Then you'll know what it means to make me me
And I'll feel at home once again

The blood vessels have burst around my eyes
And all it shows is
I'm too vulnerable for my own good
I wish I could

You'll feel me seep into the cracks in your skin
Then you'll know what it means to make me me
And I'll feel at home once again

I need you to understand
I am half a man without you
I need you to understand
I am half a man without you


3. Pensive

Few things relate to the comfort I feel
When I've got a chance to be alone
When I have time to think
And I don't need to breathe deeply
And my own head
Doesn't make me choose sides

Keep me at ease, I need time to loosen up
I've been grinding down my teeth
Now I can't speak

Give me space and time
I'm losing myself and my mind
There's goosebumps on my skin
And I'm shivering
Introverted, I always have been

Keep me at ease, I need time to loosen up
I've been grinding down my teeth
Now I can't speak


4. See You Soon

You can take me outside
Let the cold and rain seep through me
Just keep me from anything
That puts me in harm's way
I don't want my mind to go blank again

One day I'll come home and never leave again
Why would I let go of what makes me human?
I'm documenting every word you've said
Like I'm scared of forgetting it all

Here's to hoping we can see each other through
Bad thoughts take over when I'm missing you
My face gets whiter like I'm at death's door
But I know that I'm seeing you soon

Here's to hoping we can see each other through
Bad thoughts take over when I'm missing you
My face gets whiter like I'm at death's door
But I know that I'm seeing you soon


5. Out of My Skull

And I know that we can keep a secret
But it's hard to hide the black cloud
Above our heads because it's
Making us nauseous

This sickness won't ever leave us
However much I wish it could
Because night upon night of driving
Is wearing us down and I'm claustrophobic
I'm barely breathing

And I know that we can keep a secret
But it's hard to hide the black cloud
Above our heads because it's
Making us nauseous

I swear, I promise, everything will be fine
I'm spinning, It's all spilling out of my skull


6. Colour Blind

In honesty I've found my way
But I've lost direction
Seeing colours inside myself
Tthat I'm starting to hate
I've asked a few times now
'Am I feeling better yet?'
God damn anger
You've done nothing for me

Will you promise, I'm not dead inside
Will you promise, that I'm god damn fine

Craving recovery, you'll slowly see
That all I am is crumbling

When the sun comes up
Will you check my breathing?
I've got no way of seeing
That my life has meaning


7. Daze

No reason for the way we're feeling
I wish it stopped so I can stop saying I'm fine
The wounds on my body never bleed
Twenty one and I'm filled
With hate for everything

When you fall asleep
I can feel the weight
Of your thoughts on my chest

You're selling yourself so short
The devil's at your door
And he won't leave you alone

When you fall asleep
I can feel the weight
Of your thoughts on my chest


9. Waiting Room

When the curtains were closed
I knew you were there
Now that they're open
And the moon lights the room
Your shadow's not there
An emptiness fills me
Underneath the surface
I am now weak

My example of strength
Has left me behind
I can't hear your footsteps
Walking away
All I want is to stay
Strong enough to just miss you
But In reality
I still want you

You fell asleep
And I wish I fell asleep with you too


9. Cloudy Eyes

Consume me, all I am is an extension of you
All I have are your words to hang onto
Carry me, because I'm holding
Onto every word you say

I can't shake this feeling inside
We can lay here until you feel fine
It's just so hard to see you suffering

The sun glares right at you but
You still have the cloudiest of eyes
Don't let the things that rule your head
Ruin the home that you've made here

I can't shake this feeling inside
We can lay here until you feel fine
It's just so hard to see you suffering

I'm begging for you to feel better


10. Sore

Pessimism is now my friend
And with it comes a lack of self control
Close your eyes, please do this for me
I've been tired for years, that's never changing

What a sight for sore eyes
Waking up in the middle of the night
Sober and over, all of this

One sip on cold water and I'm awake again
This is never ending

What a sight for sore eyes
Waking up in the middle of the night
Sober and over, all of this