Notes

We may not know each other, but I’m sure we impacted each others’ lives in one way or another. I just want to apologize to you for 3 things: destroying, judging, and asking.

If you ever felt like you lost someone, I’ll fully take the blame. Being anonymous, I won’t enclose details, but explicitly I didn’t like you. Implicitly, I was jealous of what you had, and I wanted it for myself. So no, it’s not your fault, but mine. If you blame yourself for any lost friendships, realize that it wasn’t you. I know now that it was wrong of me. If I could take it back, I would, but I wonder how that would change things today. Would we know each other well and be homies or would we dislike each other? Is it too late for that to happen or are we leaving the past? If there’s someone that you want to make amends with, be friends with, then you should. No longer will I be in the shadows hovering over a bond that I have no right to interfere with. So don’t be scared! In fact, I’d actually hope we can be friends. :)

Secondly, I’d like to apologize for misjudging you. Facts are facts, and I misread you for what I heard. In fact, we are more similar than we are different, more like family than strangers. Just 15 minutes of your blog made me feel like I’ve known you for a while. I wish I didn’t believe everything said about you before getting to know you first. Sorry about that.

This goes without saying, but I’d like for you to forgive me. I know it’s impossible to forgive a person who you have no idea is, but trust me, it’ll be worth it in the end. I promise, upon our encounter, I’d be happy and blessed to say that I’ve met you. Likewise for you would be ideal. I already have a feeling that you’d make a great friend. Vagueness is what helps cloak my identity, and I’m sorry if this has left you confused or puzzled. On the bright side, there’s a few hints that will reveal who I am. :)

If this message never gets through.. then I guess this would be a missed potential opportunity. In the case that this gets through and you dismiss it, then sorry for being creepy/weird/annoying. Best case scenario, is that things get better than they are now.

Have a nice life, I hope you enjoy it!