Notes

i dont know how i feel right now but i just feel like typing out my feelings i can say that i am a type of person who put on a mask create a happy go lucky type of character to make friends i pretend to be a good listener so that people pay attention to me i can say that god really blessed me with good friends but idk if i feel like they are my friends i am friending in a group of three and two of them are really good friends since they have known each other since high school i am just a new student trying to fit in i sometimes i mean most of the time i feel left out whenever we meet at school or we call each other and recently we have a did a trend where we choose who fit in the question or description the most and there was this question asked who is more fun to be around and both of them voted each other i kinda felt hurt by that but then again who am I to question that since it is their own choice and it is their own right i really wanna end our friendship cuz i cant stop thinking about how they are nice to me but i am the only one who is always stuck thinking about this things they are really good people and i know that very well but idk if this friendship is gonna last i really appreciate them but i think they will be better without me since they two have been friends since the beginning