Notes

etho, side note: do not read this, or illl fucking kill you esp if you're beef or bdubs.. pls don't read this - i remember i fought back against him- i think his name is aaron or smth, but he kept managing to block or just straight up ignore my fire, i tried to fight him physically but I've been really tired lately so he easily stopped my fists and pinned down my legs, i was panicking. i know that for a fact. he just smirked down at me and ripped off my mask and forced his lips on mine, i would've cried if i could. i remember sudden pain coming from my right side as he had pushed his hand up my shirt, i remember i felt disgusting and kept trying to scream but he kept covering my mouth, i remember the familiar pain of tears n seein steam from the water. i remember aaron forcing off my pants n something unwelcomed pressing into me, i remember sobbing even though crying hurts, the pain of it hurt a lot more than crying. i remember i started shaking while aaron forced his way into me, i remember a lot of pain n crying but the crying numbed the pain a lot.
this is.. also kinda why i have no voice currently- its from the sobbing and screaming
god i feel disgusting, n I've bathed in lava already ten times now