Notes

I’ve met a lot of people, and more importantly I’ve been around many types of people. Especially in the last four years, I’ve learned a lot of lessons involving girls and personalities. I’ve learned that there’s a very big difference between normal and unique, not just personalities, but occurrences and every day events. Through making mistakes in the past with dating I’ve taken a lot of lessons to heart and dragged them along with me. With these lessons I’ve also formed very hard standards and opinions.

One of the opinions I formed is that I wanted a girl that wanted to talk to me. When I first met you(like very first time), I was honestly surprised macky had innocent friends, but more surprising was that you had a speech impediment like me. I don’t know why that was such a weird thing but it was. It made me feel not alone. Then, after some time passed and we talked again until 4am, I was once again dumbfounded that we were so alike. All of that is unimportant. I was most surprised by the fact that you wanted to learn more about me, and that you listened and didn’t mind if I sent a long message (like this one is going to be).

Secondly, I was glad you had morals. A lot of people I know don’t know right from wrong, especially in a godly and righteous way. You knocked me off my feet because the fact that you know the idiocies of people our age, and the mistakes they make are well, mistakes. The fact you pulled all of this from the Bible and gods teachings made it even better.

Thirdly you have respect. This is a must have in a girl and you nailed it. When people don’t have respect, I don’t respect them. That’s why you hear all of that jumbo about me being mean. It’s not wrong, but I don’t respect people who don’t respect me, or respect others. You respect everyone, and you’re polite. No good guy in the world hasn’t noticed that.

You also have respect for yourself. I know this a little akward, but I like the fact that you know sex and all that nonsense is not necessary to be happy, and it makes me feel safe with you because your not going to be like everyone teasing the fact that I’m not going to do it, and that I never have.

Fifthly, if that’s a word, is that you have a good sense of humor. A lot of girls aren’t funny, atleast in an appropriate way and I appreciate the fact that you can be funny, and not be talking about junk like that.

Sixthly is that you care about people around you and how they feel. Tonight was enough example of that. You waited me out, you didn’t let me go, and you reassured me you’d stay. That’s freaking crazy. Even though you don’t have all the solutions you offer up the one thing you do have, your loyalty and kindness.

Seventhly is what I said above, your kind. I know it sounds so bland and simple, and maybe for you and me we feel like it’s normal people should be kind, but sadly the people you and I know aren’t anywhere close to being kind, and sometimes make it their primary goal to be a terrible person. It sucks.

Eighthly, you understand loyalty. You know that I’m going to stay loyal in a relationship, so you don’t mind if I keep my friends beforehand. It means a lot because I’ve seen relationships crumble because of this issue, and neither of them were cheating or doing anything wrong.

Ninthly, which is a very obvious one, is that we both like the same stuff, and it’s easy for us to connect in any way possible.

Tenthly, your confident. You know nothing can bring you down, so you don’t let things bring you down. You believe in yourself and others around you in anything you or they set their minds too. I’ve never seen anyone have more pure confidence.

Eleventhly, you’re attractive as hell. I know you don’t think so, but you are. That whole devil stare thing, it’s just a gig. I just want to look at your face more without making it obvious I like you. You’re beatiful no matter what jokes you make.

Lastly, and in conclusion, I don’t mean to overwhelm you. I knew you were asking this eventually so I wanted to tell you everything at once. I don’t expect anything like this when I ask you why you like me, I did this for you because you deserve all of these reasons, every last bit.