Notes

One day a girl goes up to her parents and says "I love you but I don't" the reason why she says that is because she doesn't feel appreciated well now your listening I want to be famous one day but that's not important sometimes you have to put your dreams aside and I'm speaking from deep down in my heart I need a break sometimes I just stare into my closet and think about other people not myself and that's what worries me I put other people before me its hard sometimes because your supposed to put god first and I try everyday my mind just won't get off of other people I had a dream about one of my favorite shows I
watched called the Green House academy I think you should watch it I'm not saying your going to like it but you should try watching it anyways when I had the dream it was about friendship I try to have a healthy friendship but just because I hangout with a person more doesn't mean I'm not your friend just because I call someone more than you doesn't mean anything and everybody doesn't have to be your friend the world doesn't evolve around you so if your reading this I hope you know who you are. All though I had breakdowns writing this I also Had to listen to music like I'm crying now I just wanna know somebody
Loves me I'm sorry if this is to much to ask for this Christmas. Now that were In a pandemic I'm opening up more because I feel like there's nothing else for me to really do I guess. Well this is the end of the road for me I guess. Also the stress or anxiety I have about moving is intense.