Notes

overall i'm getting super stressed with mock trial. i really thought i was going to like this more than i actually do. in my defense i want to be the detective. i don't want to be in the action, not the aftermath of the actions. i'm kinda glad i didn't get into teams but at the same time it's a bit upsetting. i have this burning passion to not go to dive tonight. it's not that i don't like it, it's just i'm on break i just want a break. i need a break at this point, i'm so stressed and i just. need. a. break.

redirect wow this note website thing is lowkey cooler than docs
are you used to your docket?
are you loyal to your job?
you've handled more than just adult cases in your 10 years of experience?
micah has had experience with the law before though.
idk bruv i can't do redirect questions. i tried my best lol i was kind of distracted by brenden but it's fine. and dang holden at least i can get into a relationship. i feel like i could get MULTIPLE people before he could even semi get someone. but whatever LOL i hate it here.

brenden is being so mean on ft like wtfffff imagine being that rude. he's yelling at me for playing with my hair. dive is so frustrated

front dive, back dive, front and back somersault, reverse, reverse somersault, inward, inward somersault, back somersault half twist, front somersault half twist
cousin hunter is getting adopted on christmas and i'm so excited for it !!! bro he's so cute i can't. like i can't stop smiling and it's bad. abs.

i hope i get airpods for christmas. it's dalton.
i'm actually really excited for this break ngl like it's a much needed break.
i just wanna go back to camp i miss all my friends. we didn't get to go this year and i'm pissedddd

okay so like. i haven't been this happy in a while. it's not that i'm scared, but like i am scared lol. he does make me happy and just the way he looks at me is ugh idk man. i wish i could make sense of it. i really want it to work, but knowing me something will happen. i haven't had a boyfriend in almost two years like that's insane. idk how to act. please hailee don't screw this up lol. also brenden wake tf up i'm boreddddd.
see now we're on ft again haha.
bro he's a druggie and an alcholic wtffff why do i do this to myself. it never ends well. you saw how it went with jacob, you're such a dumbass bro you're gonna get hurt. he looks at you in a way that nobody else has, but that doesn't matter hailee. get your head straight. dang he's gonna hang up feels bad lol. not really though fucking freedom haha.

so like i went out to eat with sara and omg he's so adorable. i think sara is starting to realize that i'm actually happy. i'm praying i don't get hurt. i really need this to work. like really. he likes all kind of music too so that's a plus, you don't find that often anymore. 🤩 i fucking broke my panda yesterday dude i was so upset. i got to spend today with my mom which was weird because that never happens. poor sara i kinda feel bad like she doesn't have any guys that like her. none of my friends do and i feel awful. i tried to teach her how to flirt yesterday and it just didn't work. she has no experience and i don't know how to help her. bro why do i like writing like what's the point lol you're literally just ranting about your dumb life like nobody cares. he's so violent 😂😂 like for what.