Notes

Ok so this is probably going to sound so dumb and overly bold to you, but I really need to get it off my chest. I really, really like you. I had this huge, super embarrassing crush on you in 6th and 7th grade and got over it in 8th grade when I realized how much you liked Kathryn. I guess spending a lot of time with you in AHLISA has brought back a ton of old feelings, because I like you more than I ever have before. I know it's really unlikely that you would like me... I'm awkward and shy around you... but sometimes I (and a lot of other people) notice things that make it seem like you do like me. Like how you always sit next to me in English, or how I catch you staring at me in History, or how you accidentally touch my hand or my leg during class. It's actually pretty funny, but CJ posted about us being "weirdly flirty" on his Instagram! I don't know if you're just being friendly towards me, but I really need to know how you feel. If you don't feel the same way and I don't know, then I'm just digging myself further and further into this hole. If you don't like me like that, just let me know please... I'm fine with staying friends. I just wanted you to know how I feel in case you do feel the same because I know how shy you are when it comes to telling girls how you feel. I feel like we could be really great together if we just had the chance! Also, I know that if we ever wind up together it would be really awkward with you and Spencer being best friends. I thought a lot about this and he needs to accept the fact that him and I have no chance... If he really likes me, he should want me to be happy. I would be happy if I were with you :) I wish I could actually have the courage to send you this. I'm so scared you'll think I'm foolish!