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First, you have already moved onto a girl you used to have feelings for, that is kinda messed up on your end, you told me you had feelings for ""betsie" here is where you went wrong, when we were in vc you said that you loved me and stuff, but then you said you took everything you said back, then said you love me, made me cry twice in vc, and did not even apologize, i said "Ew" to her name as a joke, and you yelled at me to, "Shut the fuck up" But when sean and jess talked shit about me, you never said anything like that to defend me, you are a player and it is unavoidable, what can i expect from a teenager though, you can have fun in your life, i honestly do not really care what you do, but stop leading on from girl to girl, it's extremely repulsive and disgusting, you are hurting innocent people for your own need, you never cared for me, I put so much time in for you, when i could of hung out with other friends, i gave you so much care in the world, and you threw it all away, because of me being bipolar, if you cannot handle people with mental disorders, i suggest you stay away from girls in general, but you played me, and that is just a shame on you, all the pain you caused me just to move on to another girl, when i am over here in pain, big shame.. oh and by the way! hi guys! i know you will send this to your friends, i hope this gives them a laugh because apparently everyone likes clowning on my emotions, fucking monsters, this community has no normal people honestly, who laughs at people crying or being in pain? We all play MC at my age because we're fucked up, but you guys are a different story, stop leaking messages, stop clowning on ME, i am a fucking human, i cry, i bleed, i feel pain, i have EMOTIONS, I care for people, i am not selfish, i put others before me, always, that will never change, no matter what anyone says, i do not give a fuck about these rumors anymore, call me a "Slut" call me a "Whore" "Player" say i "Use" / "Play" people, you guys know nothing about me, all i wanted was to find someone that i can be close with, someone i can talk with, share emotions with, someone that i can love and someone that can love me, a bestfriend, but every time i try to do that, they always fall for me, and i hate it, i just want something peaceful, something that i can look forward to everyday, because every person i meet seems to always leave me because they are weak and not capable of understanding what it is like to go through hell everyday, i am sure you guys are laughing while reading this, i honestly could care less, be happy, you all have perfect lives, but that is not relevant, Cals, you betrayed me, and got everyone to go at me, that is the most disgusting thing to do, not only hurt a girl, but target her like a homing missile? fuck that shit, i knew you were sus when you only got girls added on snapchat, it's my fault for even talking to you that first day, because you seem to only care about your needs and not others, bye <3