Notes

When I was young, during my childhood years, I used to be really misunderstood or maybe not loved enough. That is why I spent a lot of time alone. People do not grow to comprehend their emotions in a few weeks or months, Ryu. But that is not the point right now, the point is that nobody...hears me. Not even my own siblings. And the people I am encompassed by, they leave. They take what I spill out and just leave. Trapping things inside me became a habit, more than a habit, it became a part of who I am. Like I automatically trap everything. When I try to speak, my thoughts become jumbled up inside my mind and prevent me from speaking. I'm really sleepy at the moment, but anyway, you matter to me because I am used to you. 4 days is very fast to get used to somone, I know. I am used to you just letting me talk about myself, which is something I do not do very often. When I realized it, I had to end it. Various reasons. Some are quite personal, but one of them could be to avoid the attachments, which is also something we share. You allowed me to talk without me feeling as if I am forced to. I think that is all. I am not sure if any of this makes sense. I think I will repeat my answer again, but read this for now.