Notes

It's pretty confusing,since I woke up 2 times yet still had the same dream when I went back to sleep. (Only ever time a dream was completed) WARNING: May contain mounts of feelz & a dash of awkwardness. Please be aware.
Alright,so we were suppose to meet up at the golf club,again. But I told you I couldn't come because my parents bitched about it. You went anyways,you were sitting near the soccer pitch. And you seemed extremely upset. On the other hand,I was all mission impossible mode and I managed to escape the house from the balcony. Then I ran all the way to the golf club.(3a Asas turbo.) When I reached,I found you sitting down. So I slowly crept from behind you and was just about to hug you. Right when something pulled me back and back into darkness,I yelled your name. And you looked back at me,but didn't say or do anything. Then I ended up in this pitch black place and I was constantly being punched. Then I woke up. And when I did wake up,I called out your name. And it took me a minute or two to realize that I am no longer in that dream and that is just pure reality. A couple of minutes later I fell asleep again,and this time it was as if the dream was rewinded a bit. To the part where I was going to hug you. I wasn't pulled back by anything this time. When I came near you,I called your name and you looked at me with tears streaming down your face. It was the first time I've ever seen you cry. That's when I immediately hugged you and then cried with you. There was no time for asking what's wrong,because we hugged for a really long time. And you just kept on holding on tight to me and I did the same. Because I didn't want to let you go at all. Then we finally let go and we just stared at each other for a second and then I asked why you were crying and you said because I thought you it would never work out. And then I asked,what wouldn't? And you've replied saying, hugging you and you've said other things too like how you're never going to reach any of your life goals and stuff like that. And I told you to stop speaking,because I was there now,and you shouldn't be crying. And then you asked me why I was crying but I didn't answer and you just hugged me again but we've both cried a lot. *that dude in spongebob saying one century later* We let go,again,then I told you that I was scared of what could happen and you asked what I meant,I tried explaining but you still didn't understand. There was a bit of silence after that. Then I poked your cheek and you told me to go for it, I asked you what you meant,and you said you could kiss me,it's okay and then everything went all Te Fok m8. I just looked at you trying to figure out what's going on,but then you said,isn't that what you were aiming for? And I told you,not really,I was just poking your cheek for the sake of poking. And you gave that half smile/grin and then I kissed your cheek. You started smiling, but I gave a silent cry. And I told you that I was sorry and I didn't know why I just did this but you just shushed me and hugged me. And then I woke up.
My dreams are really awkward. And my brain is messed up as fuck. So ye,that happened. Sorry though,I can't control dreams. •~•