Notes

theres a lot so im going to put it in different sections

anxiety problems: i've had a lot of problems with anxiety. i can barely make conversations without me saying the wrong thing or just not being able to talk at all/stuttering so much that they cant hear me, or im too quiet and everyone else is too loud. i only feel comfortable speaking with my closest friends in my friend group, and i can barely talk to people in my friend group that i dont normally talk to, so its even harder to talk to people i've never met before at all. i always feel like people are looking at me. im diagnosed with unspecified anxiety disorder but i really think i have social anxiety

me being paranoid: i've always felt really paranoid when i've been taking a shower, sleeping by myself, or in a generally dark and open area. i've taken much interest in horror games, but the thing is, even though i really enjoy the lore and/or characters, the horror part of it always scares me so much that i have nightmares and see things from the corner of my eye. this also goes for anything on the internet i've seen that is generally horror-related. that goes for ddlc, fnaf, the walten files, or anything generally horror-related.

my household: i feel like my mom isnt the best person, especially because she's one of the main